Jen...no I haven't been where you are at yet...But remeber you can do anything for a day and tomorrow will be a new day and you can do anything for that 24 hour period that you have to....I know you can do it...look at the big picture not the daily....close your eyes and look at the end...see yourself at the end ....in the show...looking great...keep focused on that picture not the mirror right now....YOU CAN DO IT