WW's New SUMMER Log ...

[WoNderWoMan25]

Yeah, have I mentioned lately that work sucks? My boss saw me typing in a Word doc yesterday and seriously asked if it for him - if I was resigning. I'm here to late that it's messing with my workouts and with my eating. Yesterday for example: I had breakfast (eggs) then lunch (tuna w/veggies and pretzels from the vending machine) and then missed everything else I had planned on. I had some coffee w/muscle milk before the gym, trained with my old trainer (legs, it rocked, finally!!) and went home to eat four hard boiled egg whites and the ice cream my sister brought me. Sooooo... so much for eating right. I am down eight pounds already. It's weird for me that I feel that I'll end up skinny soon!! Glad my legs are leaning out some, but skinny in a flat/depleted way is baaaaad news.

Anything else I can complain about? Right... oh yeah. The weather. Downpouring for the second day in a row. I guess it IS friday.....

 

[sbt2082]

Ha ha... your boss sounds just like my old boss... I was doing some work in word and he said the same thing, then I was in a "good" mood the following day or so and he was like thats it I know whats coming, your gonna quit Smart cookie he was lol, because I sure did a week later though since I was moving....

Keep your head up girl, at least you still had a kick @$$ workout right! And thats all that matters anyways, well that and the fact that its FRIDAY

 

[ck2006]

Yeah, have I mentioned lately that work sucks? My boss saw me typing in a Word doc yesterday and seriously asked if it for him - if I was resigning. I'm here to late that it's messing with my workouts and with my eating. Yesterday for example: I had breakfast (eggs) then lunch (tuna w/veggies and pretzels from the vending machine) and then missed everything else I had planned on. I had some coffee w/muscle milk before the gym, trained with my old trainer (legs, it rocked, finally!!) and went home to eat four hard boiled egg whites and the ice cream my sister brought me. Sooooo... so much for eating right. I am down eight pounds already. It's weird for me that I feel that I'll end up skinny soon!! Glad my legs are leaning out some, but skinny in a flat/depleted way is baaaaad news.

Anything else I can complain about? Right... oh yeah. The weather. Downpouring for the second day in a row. I guess it IS friday.....

Your workout rocked though pictures!!!!

 

[*Bunny*]

it IS friday.....

And you got the girls to keep you company now!!!! Go try on some cute clothes or shop no comfort food !!

 

[WoNderWoMan25]

And you got the girls to keep you company now!!!! Go try on some cute clothes or shop no comfort food !!

Would it be horrible to start off my week the same way I ended it... saying that I am I very unhappy at work? Its consuming me - I'm not sleeping and I feel ugly - I know there's the start of bags under my eyes, my face is breaking out from the stress, I am way overdue for a haircut and I'm not eating right. Then there are the days I am too tired or mentally not ready to get to the gym. To top it all off, I feel GUILTY about all of my crying and complaining about it. <sigh>

So far today I got up & walked two miles. Breakfast was a 60 calorie light and fit yogurt with 1/2 cup fiber one mixed in. Lunch was a can of tuna with leftover tomato and cucumber salad. I have an apple with me and I'm hoping to get out of here at decent time today..... I have lost 8 lbs since Aug 24th. I am hoping to get clearance from the doctor this Friday (light at the end of the tunnel?).

 

[Gymgurl]

((((((hugs)))))))

 

[*Bunny*]

Would it be horrible to start off my week the same way I ended it... saying that I am I very unhappy at work? Its consuming me - I'm not sleeping and I feel ugly - I know there's the start of bags under my eyes, my face is breaking out from the stress, I am way overdue for a haircut and I'm not eating right. Then there are the days I am too tired or mentally not ready to get to the gym. To top it all off, I feel GUILTY about all of my crying and complaining about it. <sigh>
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Can I tell you that this ^^ is word for word how I feel often, and DAILY for probably 2-3 months straight, before that it was recurring for the past 4 years working here (5 years in Oct).

I will tell you first hand, it will not get any better if you do not try to fix it. Adjust your mental focus to get in get out get work done, nothing more nothing less until you get to leave or find another job. You can see the unhappiness in your face even though YOU can't see it, others can. Stay positive, I try to do this everyday and phuck if it ain't the hardest thing, and I don't always succeed b/c some jerk tries to ruin my day.

I have no clue how I'm going to last another ~ 3 years here, my sanity is already questionable, but I need to do it. I have no other option at this time.

SO hang in there, BREAK the pattern of the negatives, and is you wanna sleep all day & do nothing for a few days & cry? FINE do it, get it out of your system, then turn to the next chapter ...

 

[WoNderWoMan25]

Can I tell you that this ^^ is word for word how I feel often, and DAILY for probably 2-3 months straight, before that it was recurring for the past 4 years working here (5 years in Oct).

I will tell you first hand, it will not get any better if you do not try to fix it. Adjust your mental focus to get in get out get work done, nothing more nothing less until you get to leave or find another job. You can see the unhappiness in your face even though YOU can't see it, others can. Stay positive, I try to do this everyday and phuck if it ain't the hardest thing, and I don't always succeed b/c some jerk tries to ruin my day.

I have no clue how I'm going to last another ~ 3 years here, my sanity is already questionable, but I need to do it. I have no other option at this time.

SO hang in there, BREAK the pattern of the negatives, and is you wanna sleep all day & do nothing for a few days & cry? FINE do it, get it out of your system, then turn to the next chapter ...

I almost cried when I read this.

I keep repeating: get in get out get work done, nothing more nothing less. Worse case, I am here until the end of 2006. Three months vs. three years ... I was thinking three months was going to be a long time, but I guess I don't realize how good I have it. I feel for you ((HUGS)).

I have been holding out on a secret - I am flying to TX to interview, I just don't want to jinx it. But that is my light at the end of the tunnel.

I decided to break the pattern of the negatives last night. I felt a little empowered after re-reading your post so I left the office at 6 PM, even while the underlings where still hard at work. I ditched the gym, went home & had company over. Cooked a great meal and even though I am not a big drinker- washed it down with two glasses of wine. I slept like a baby and feel 'ok' today... not great, but a step in the right direction. I packed my food and my gym clothes this morning and I'm meeting my mom after the gym to go bra shopping. Mom & shopping =

 

[ck2006]

I almost cried when I read this.

I keep repeating: get in get out get work done, nothing more nothing less. Worse case, I am here until the end of 2006. Three months vs. three years ... I was thinking three months was going to be a long time, but I guess I don't realize how good I have it. I feel for you ((HUGS)).

I have been holding out on a secret - I am flying to TX to interview, I just don't want to jinx it. But that is my light at the end of the tunnel.

I decided to break the pattern of the negatives last night. I felt a little empowered after re-reading your post so I left the office at 6 PM, even while the underlings where still hard at work. I ditched the gym, went home & had company over. Cooked a great meal and even though I am not a big drinker- washed it down with two glasses of wine. I slept like a baby and feel 'ok' today... not great, but a step in the right direction. I packed my food and my gym clothes this morning and I'm meeting my mom after the gym to go bra shopping. Mom & shopping =

You go girl, that is awesome!!!! Have fun shopping!

 

[*Bunny*]

I almost cried when I read this.

I keep repeating: get in get out get work done, nothing more nothing less. Worse case, I am here until the end of 2006. Three months vs. three years ... I was thinking three months was going to be a long time, but I guess I don't realize how good I have it. I feel for you ((HUGS)).

I have been holding out on a secret - I am flying to TX to interview, I just don't want to jinx it. But that is my light at the end of the tunnel.

I decided to break the pattern of the negatives last night. I felt a little empowered after re-reading your post so I left the office at 6 PM, even while the underlings where still hard at work. I ditched the gym, went home & had company over. Cooked a great meal and even though I am not a big drinker- washed it down with two glasses of wine. I slept like a baby and feel 'ok' today... not great, but a step in the right direction. I packed my food and my gym clothes this morning and I'm meeting my mom after the gym to go bra shopping. Mom & shopping =

YOU give ME hope ... hang in there .. Best wishes about the TX thing.