Having problems again...

[Deleted member 33117]

Ok, after having been dumbed on Friday, a girl I know felt "sorry for me" and wanted me to cover over to see her last night after she got off work. Once again, I couldn't cum, and this time I'm on 100 mg of test prop every day. We screwed several times, she gave me head (she actually gives great head), and even tried jerking me off while sucking my balls. After 4 hours we gave up. She insisted that I come back tonight to try again. At least I got an ego boost since she said I was the best fuck she's ever had, I had a perfect cock, and a gorgeous body.

In any event, I'm not using any stimulants (ephedra, clen, t3 etc) right now, although I am working on slowly cutting, however I'm simply using my diet. I got drunk on Friday night, but the alcohol should not have caused it two days later. My current stack is 100 mg test prop ed, 30 mg tren ed, 200 mg eq once a week, and 1.25 mg letro eod.

Anyone have any thoughts, suggestions or ideas? Last time I concluded that it was that fact that I was running a tren/eq cycle without test, and had jerked off twice earlier that day. This time, I don't have those excuses.

 

[hamstershaver]

if it takes me longer than 2 minutes to cum i just fantasize about some strange then i get off

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Anywho, I feel bad because she asked 3 times if it was her or if she is was doing something wrong. Quote: "I'm getting frustrated here... normally guys tell me I should give lessons to other women on how to give head... are you sure I'm not doing something wrong?" Now I feel bad, because it was the 2nd best blow job I've ever had, and the poor girl is sitting there thinking she didn't do a good job.

 

[rnch]

check your PM's, BBF.

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Thanks rnch. You know me pretty well after talking to me all this time. Anywho, I tried to call you eariler today to talk to you, but no one answered. Yeah, I'm in love with someone else. I didn't want to admit it, but I'm actually in love with her. She doesn't want to be with me though, and she asked me to not call her or come by again, and I told her I wouldn't.

hamstershaver, I tried thinking of the kinkiest things I could, tried fucking her as hard as I could (she is into rough sex anyway), everything.

 

[rnch]

sometimes we are our own worst enemies, as well as our harshest critics.

 

[corythosaurus]

I'd say 75% of ejaculation problems are mental.

Your mind wasn't in the right place.

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Hmmm... must be slow on the board today... I thought this would have more input by now...

 

[Mr. Black]

Just a thought but do you get your blood tested periodically? Where are all your hormones at? You might not want to hear it but maybe all these issues you seem to be having are you body's way of telling you that a break is needed. Go natty for till your levels stabilize and see where things are at.

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Mr. Black, I have no problems cuming when I masterbate.

Anywho, things are not good here. I tried again last night. We both got tired of trying (I had a long day, due to a test last night, and not getting any sleep the night before) so we fell asleep after a few hours. Again, she got off quite a few times, but nothing on my part. I thought I was going to cum twice, but just when I was almost there, nothing happened.

Mr. Black, my blood levels are through the roof. My strength is slowing going up again. I have alot of energy. I'm horny all the time, and can literally fuck for hours. I just can't have an orgasim. I jerked off Sunday just fine, but Sunday night and Monday night, nothing happened with her.