Having problems again...

[Deleted member 33117]

Ok, after having been dumbed on Friday, a girl I know felt "sorry for me" and wanted me to cover over to see her last night after she got off work. Once again, I couldn't cum, and this time I'm on 100 mg of test prop every day. We screwed several times, she gave me head (she actually gives great head), and even tried jerking me off while sucking my balls. After 4 hours we gave up. She insisted that I come back tonight to try again. At least I got an ego boost since she said I was the best fuck she's ever had, I had a perfect cock, and a gorgeous body.

In any event, I'm not using any stimulants (ephedra, clen, t3 etc) right now, although I am working on slowly cutting, however I'm simply using my diet. I got drunk on Friday night, but the alcohol should not have caused it two days later. My current stack is 100 mg test prop ed, 30 mg tren ed, 200 mg eq once a week, and 1.25 mg letro eod.

Anyone have any thoughts, suggestions or ideas? Last time I concluded that it was that fact that I was running a tren/eq cycle without test, and had jerked off twice earlier that day. This time, I don't have those excuses.

 

[hamstershaver]

if it takes me longer than 2 minutes to cum i just fantasize about some strange then i get off

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Anywho, I feel bad because she asked 3 times if it was her or if she is was doing something wrong. Quote: "I'm getting frustrated here... normally guys tell me I should give lessons to other women on how to give head... are you sure I'm not doing something wrong?" Now I feel bad, because it was the 2nd best blow job I've ever had, and the poor girl is sitting there thinking she didn't do a good job.

 

[rnch]

check your PM's, BBF.

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Thanks rnch. You know me pretty well after talking to me all this time. Anywho, I tried to call you eariler today to talk to you, but no one answered. Yeah, I'm in love with someone else. I didn't want to admit it, but I'm actually in love with her. She doesn't want to be with me though, and she asked me to not call her or come by again, and I told her I wouldn't.

hamstershaver, I tried thinking of the kinkiest things I could, tried fucking her as hard as I could (she is into rough sex anyway), everything.

 

[rnch]

sometimes we are our own worst enemies, as well as our harshest critics.

 

[corythosaurus]

I'd say 75% of ejaculation problems are mental.

Your mind wasn't in the right place.

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Hmmm... must be slow on the board today... I thought this would have more input by now...

 

[Mr. Black]

Just a thought but do you get your blood tested periodically? Where are all your hormones at? You might not want to hear it but maybe all these issues you seem to be having are you body's way of telling you that a break is needed. Go natty for till your levels stabilize and see where things are at.

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Mr. Black, I have no problems cuming when I masterbate.

Anywho, things are not good here. I tried again last night. We both got tired of trying (I had a long day, due to a test last night, and not getting any sleep the night before) so we fell asleep after a few hours. Again, she got off quite a few times, but nothing on my part. I thought I was going to cum twice, but just when I was almost there, nothing happened.

Mr. Black, my blood levels are through the roof. My strength is slowing going up again. I have alot of energy. I'm horny all the time, and can literally fuck for hours. I just can't have an orgasim. I jerked off Sunday just fine, but Sunday night and Monday night, nothing happened with her.

 

[Mr. Black]

Have you ever had your test checked on while on? Just curious...

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Mr. Black, but not recently. I've had it checked a couple of times. During my first bulking cycle it was around 3200 ng/dl. 4 weeks after the cycle it was 916 ng/dl. I'e had it come back as high as a little over 6000 during a heavy cycle. How could my test levels be low, when I'm injecting it? The bloodwork cannot distiguist between natural or injected testosterone, it on registers how much is in your bloodstream.

To be honest, I'm wondering it this isn't psychological. I should have brought it up today with my therapist. We had other things to talk about though and I forgot.

 

[Mr. Black]

I was curious for my own satisfaction what a user's test might be while on. You'r absolutely right though, if there's no problem while wackin, then its in your head...Why not give Neurogenex a try? Might need to stimulate those neurotransmitters

 

[Gymgurl]

Sorry I have no answers for this one BBF!

 

[jubei]

BBF, thats still a pretty heavy cycle bro. 700mg of test prop/week is close to a gram worth of test cyp. Add in 210 mg of tren and 200mg of eq/week, thats actually a much heavier cycle than I have ever been on.

 

[Gymgurl]

Jubei...do you ever have problems cumming....is it related to the meds you think?

 

[Deleted member 33117]

jubei, close, yes 700 mg of prop is equal to about 850 mg of test cyp, due to a lighter ester weight. A heavy cycle by most standards, but I know guys who use alot more, and have little to show for it. We all have that guy at our gym who uses 2 grams of test a week with hgh, and is 200 ibs, bloated and soft. Or the guy who is shreaded year round on 6 different drugs, but weights 150 ibs. Anyway, on that much test, I definately do not have a libdio problem. I've been fucking my brains out until 5:00 am every night, but am having nothing to show for it on my end.

 

[Gymgurl]

I guess that is kind of like doing it after you have had some cocaine....lol

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Gymgurl, from what I hear (never used coke) its pretty close. I think its a hangup though. I'm actually still hung up on the girl who just dumped me... combine that with the drugs and I'm just not getting anywhere.

This poor girl is getting pretty self conscious about it. She asked me again last night "Are you sure its not me? You're not lying are you?"

 

[Gymgurl]

That one would be hard to understand from her view. I think I would take that way to personal.....

 

[Mr. Black]

Actually when you'r high on cocaine, you can fuck like Superman. Sensitivity increases dramtically as well (but nearly as much as when on fucking "e"). The trick is not to snort too much or it will have the reverse effect.

 

[jubei]

Just over 500mg of sust/week is the heaviest I've gone. (250mg e3d.)

 

[Heahy Minister]

It's all in your head bro!

Your mind is still on the other girl since you have just gone through a painful breakup. Deep down inside you are still feeling the effects and turmoil of that situation.

You are able to cum when whacking it alone so it's definitely not any kind of physical/cycle related problem.

When you are intimate with ANOTHER PERSON she is probably bringing out painful emotions within your subconscious psyche. You are not aware of this and think it's all gravy baby, but still waters run deep.

Basically it takes time and maybe instead of "fucking" this other girl, just try talking to her and not getting intimate in that kind of way.

 

[Kopaka]

 

[BigTrix]

Yo fina... Man u need to take a couple caps of G then get her all into it again.... Don't jerk for a day or two.... Man you gotta do her right.... Trust me the G will make you forget the X girl... All your want to do is get it on ,,, dirty too..... take my word....

Trixsta....... gotta do her right or some one else will......

 

[jubei]

He seems to be doing her right, just not himself.

 

[Heahy Minister]

Texas_Tornado you are a pathetic excuse for a human being. You've got no REAL power in real life I am willing to bet.

What was the red karma for? I didn't knock BBF, just giving him my 0.02 cents. Try being productive bro.... ie ..... get a life!

You must be one of those loser chronies who is hitting me with red. Such powerful internet toughguys LMAO!

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Anywho, I was able to cum on Wednesday night, but it took over an hour.

jubei is correct, she is getting off over an over. She admitted even on Wednesday, that she came 5 times before I did. The problem is getting myself off.

Hey Mister, I know you are right. I have deep feelings for someone, and it is going to take me a long time to get over it.

 

[Badbart]

It happens to me a lot and its all mental. It happens with new girls because I can't relax. It’s a lot better problem then cumming too fast or having a limp dick. Just fake it and she won’t feel bad. I always wear a rubber and some times fake it and girls don’t know the difference.

 

[Deleted member 33117]

Badbart, glad to hear I'm not alone on this one. You are correct, its definately batter than cuming too fast or having a limp dick. At least I don't get complaints about my performance.