Obstacles are a sign you are heading in the right direction.
I was at a Buddhist meeting on Sunday, doing my best to stifle a cough I have been carrying with me. I'm good for bronchitis once every 2 years. It is more annoying than anything. So the lady of the house says, "Here's some cough medicine.", great right? Turns out I come back positive for opioids at my pre-employment physical. I had seen a doctor the next day and got a prescription, but they were like, "That scipt is from the next day." Long story short, they seem to have gotten over it. I guess they figure it would be tough to weigh 245 pounds and be a junkie!
On to the important stuff.
I struggled with 290 on squats this morning. I just couldn't get myself to go all the way down. I'm sure this is as much mental as anything, but I'm thinking go down 10% and work my way back up. I guess there is a difference between refusing to give up and being stupid. My form is great at 235 in my warm up, so I'll try my working sets at 260 on Friday and work back up from there. In the back of my mind I keep thinking my first ever Test E cycle is gonna come save me, but I'm just 2 weeks in, so I figure best to suck it up.
I think I can still hit 1000 pounds between squat, DL, and bench by the end of week 12.