A Journey: Dead Solid, Perfect - *Bunny* Log

[*Bunny*]

Good luck with your goals for the show girlie

Thanks sbt, and you with yours when you decide on a show date.

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I was dreading a little bit to travel for my 1st show so I was stoked when I got that email from the venue host. There was NO IL date listed on the schedule as of yet ... I'd be stupid not to jump all over a show date 'local' for me. Seems SO far away though.

Done studying for the day! Time to eat finally!

 

[*Bunny*]

I know you can do it. No matter what happens, no one here would ever see you as a failure.

I wouldn't care for much of those that would anyway.
You're a good bor HiDn

 

[LuluDeren]

I again felt like crap yesterday so I took the day OFF since I haven't had one all week. I took a CB to give me some energy

I am feeling better and in a better mood that's for sure.

I have great news. I was really very hesitant about posting details about any show I wanted to do b/c every time I did something fell through and it made me feel like a failure... I’m such a dope that is NOT the case once I relinquished control over something I couldn't control. This is a fitness forum and I tell you all so much about what’s going on with me, I figure wtf, if I put it out there maybe I’ll get my but in gear and stop being afraid of failing so much. Back in Sept., when I decided to go to Joe's wedding and not do the show this past Nov. I pulled out the NPC schedule and looked up some temp. dates I may be interested in. Heck it was sept and the 07 schedule was pretty scarce and not fully posted yet, the only date I came up with in the midwest was the bev int show in KY this March, this is the show Sassy was going to do last year I believe.. not a small show. When scorp announced she was going to do BB there I thought that would be cool to have other people there I knew!!! I’d be cutting it pretty close though so I may be there for support if anything. I have a few other things on the horizon so I wasn’t sure Id be able to make that show date to the best of my ability, so thankfully I got an email from the host of a show here in IL on May 12th and that is one I am going to aim for. I am going to be so busy with school until May I hope I can pull this off. We shall see. I got the final confirmation that my cousins wedding wasn’t that weekend (yee haw) and that is what I was waiting for before saying anything.

I have been working on diet & training ideas as things unfolded last few months and think I have a semi solid plan to get me started.

Yay! I'm glad you're feeling better, Bunny! I, for one, am really excited that you are prepping for the May comp and look forward to all your musings on the experience. That's the great thing about the ladies forum here, all wonderful, PRACTICAL diary's to both inspire and emulate.

 

[*Bunny*]

Yay! I'm glad you're feeling better, Bunny! I, for one, am really excited that you are prepping for the May comp and look forward to all your musings on the experience. That's the great thing about the ladies forum here, all wonderful, PRACTICAL diary's to both inspire and emulate.

^^ I could NOT agree more... isn't it great to find women who are about camaraderie and not rivalry? Great GREAT ladies here.

Thank you so much lulu I am really very happy and excited about this, trying to stay on even keel and keep a level head.

 

[badgergrl]

Yay!
Good stuff!

I hear you about the hectic preparation though. I am having the same dilema ...trying to pick a show in the middle of moving and going to school. I find for me though, the busier I am, the better I focus.

I didn't know you were in school Bunny. What are you studying?

 

[*Bunny*]

Yay!
Good stuff!

I hear you about the hectic preparation though. I am having the same dilema ...trying to pick a show in the middle of moving and going to school. I find for me though, the busier I am, the better I focus.

I didn't know you were in school Bunny. What are you studying?

I am hoping I will have the same focus Days off are kinda hard with my work unless I swing a business related adventure but not so keen on those when a comp or protan are involved. My clients just would NOT understand, esp why I look orange.

I tried to get back last semester but class was cancelled. Area of study will be science. I'll figure it out down the road as some other opps open up, haven't been in school for a long time so retaking some refresher science courses. No WAY I can jump into Organic Chem right now

Ugh I also have to take speech, but not until summer. I hate standing in front of large crowds so if you remember that was one reason I wanted to do a comp in the 1st place and what pretty much changed my mind to take the plunge. I figure I wouldnt be afraid of public speaking in front of strangers anymore if I had to bawls to stand in stripper heels half nekkid in front of strangers judging every inch of me, kinda literally. I've also blown it off for geez 6-7 years.

 

[badgergrl]

I am hoping I will have the same focus Days off are kinda hard with my work unless I swing a business related adventure but not so keen on those when a comp or protan are involved. My clients just would NOT understand, esp why I look orange.

I tried to get back last semester but class was cancelled. Area of study will be science. I'll figure it out down the road as some other opps open up, haven't been in school for a long time so retaking some refresher science courses. No WAY I can jump into Organic Chem right now

Ugh I also have to take speech, but not until summer. I hate standing in front of large crowds so if you remember that was one reason I wanted to do a comp in the 1st place and what pretty much changed my mind to take the plunge. I figure I wouldnt be afraid of public speaking in front of strangers anymore if I had to bawls to stand in stripper heels half nekkid in front of strangers judging every inch of me, kinda literally. I've also blown it off for geez 6-7 years.

We must have similar interests. I'm a pre-med, science major.
Speech sucks for everybody..just one of those things you have to do. I think really it only gets better with practice. It's a lot easier if you speak on things you're passionate about. We got to pick the subjects of most of our speeches in my class, so most of mine related somehow to diet or exercise.
Let me know if I can be of any help with anything.

Love that smiley! Didn't even know that one existed. That says it all.

 

[*Bunny*]

We must have similar interests. I'm a pre-med, science major.
Speech sucks for everybody..just one of those things you have to do. I think really it only gets better with practice. It's a lot easier if you speak on things you're passionate about. We got to pick the subjects of most of our speeches in my class, so most of mine related somehow to diet or exercise.
Let me know if I can be of any help with anything.

Love that smiley! Didn't even know that one existed. That says it all.

My major going into to KU was headed the Pre med route, pediatric oncology. Before I kinda narrowed it down it was a mix b/w radiologist & anesthesiologist... Patch Adams kinda defined what I wanted to do. One way or another cancer made it back to me. I 've always wanted a career where I can change save better improve help lives. That is where I am happy, always have been, that has been a constant with all this change. I find comfort in that at least.

How about your career path? Which direction you looking to go?

 

[*Bunny*]

Tomorrow starting something new for the next 5 weeks or so.

Cals today blew.. going to try to get another meal in later to give me these macros ... kinda have to force the food down...

Night ladies & gents

Calories Eaten Today
grams cals %total
Total: 1628
Fat: 48 430 27%
Sat: 9 81 5%
Poly: 0 1 0%
Mono: 0 0 0%
Carbs: 174 584 37% ***114g complex
Fiber: 28 0 0%
Protein: 142 568 36%
Alcohol: 0 0 0%

 

[badgergrl]

My major going into to KU was headed the Pre med route, pediatric oncology. Before I kinda narrowed it down it was a mix b/w radiologist & anesthesiologist... Patch Adams kinda defined what I wanted to do. One way or another cancer made it back to me. I 've always wanted a career where I can change save better improve help lives. That is where I am happy, always have been, that has been a constant with all this change. I find comfort in that at least.

How about your career path? Which direction you looking to go?

I'm probably going to go to an osteopathic med school. I really like the hands on healing approach, and I was kind of torn between chiropractic and med school...so that's kind of the best of both worlds. I haven't on a specialty yet, maybe just general or internal medicine.