I'm not keeping up very well with my log! I'm terrible.
I'm still in the game, about 9 weeks out. I'm down to 162 (goal being 155 for stage). Strength is wayyyy down and I hate that coz I feel like a puss, but I know it's coz of the diet and it cant be helped. Plus I have to protect my body right now , so deadlifting 315 is totally out of the picture for now. In fact, yesterday, I could only get a measly 185 for 8 reps. Awful!!!
I haven't had to change the diet coz I've been dropping weight pretty regularly. Cardio is still the same too. But my body is making these crazy changes that are really super cool!
Fabric swatches came today for my suit, so the shit's about to get real! And I've been working on posing and I'm still no rock star with that.
And now I'm also starting to think about what happens after the show. How do I eat? I know that binging is bad. But I'm gonna binge that next night coz it will be my 40th birthday the day after. I've already requested a double chocolate cake!!! I cannot wait to turn 40, just for that cake!! But after that, then what? I'd actually like to stay around the weight I am now. I like having abs.
so will the number of calories I'm eating now become my maintenance calories or do I add or what the heck do I do? I'd also like to be strong again.
And what about this tanning thing that I'll have to do for this show? Spray? Protan? Tanning bed? All of the above?
I'm going to go crazy!!!