starskulker
Active member
This stuff is making me an emotional wreck. Here I thought it would be the liver and the kidneys and the physical things that would take a toll on me. NOPE! It's the emotional paranoia and mood swings that are killing me. It aint worth it feeling so emotionally fucked up. I have so many fucked up thoughts and paranoia about things running through my mind all the time. Then it goes away. Then it's back out of nowhere. Then it's gone again! It's INSANE!!! I'm done. I'm stepping down to only the stuff that makes me feel good. TEST. That's it and that's all for me anymore. Test makes me happy and loveable and fuzzy inside. Fuck this HYDE character that I have become as of recently. I want to go back to happy normalness.