SASA JOURNAL 2006/May start

[velvett]

I feel well now, I try relax, NO WATCH f*** SCALE..I'll check myself..but not worried..tomorrow I'll check my BF at the gym and calm down!!!!! I try be fine...just I don't know what to do with MERIDIA PILLS...try it or rather not!!! I don't know..what do you think girls???

YES! no scale.
YES! - gym bodt fat measure
NO! - meridia

 

[velvett]

I'm back from doctor....they PISSED ME OFF!!!!!!!!!! I had appoitment because I wanted chec my thyroid...and F*****g doc didn't have there anobody who will do it!! It was long way there for nothing. Is it normal?? But anyway I told him...I went down with my dosage of thyroid pills...now I'm taking still1/2 pill {it's some combinaton T3/T4..something like Armour..it's from his office} He said it was not good idea slowed down with this..he gave me for trying MERIDIA...I have now here just 15 f****g pills..becaue it cost so much!!!
!!!

WTF?

Ok you need to have them prescribe you paper work to have your blood levels checked "Thyroid Panel". Do they do blood work in the office?

Is he selling the Amour from within his office?

How many MG/grains in the pill?
What does the pill look like?

If he is selling (GROAN) who much is he charging?

 

[Daisy_Girl]

You need a new doctor seriously.

What kind of MD is he?

 

[velvett]

You need a new doctor seriously.

What kind of MD is he?

You may be too young to remember but when I was growing up there was a scandal with "diet doctors" pumping their patients with B-12 and "yellow jackets" (legal prescription speed) as a diet supplement.

 

[sasa]

yes, he is regular physicans, I don't know dosage of this shit. but anyway always I have been there he gave me shot of B12. I have to go visit another doc. I let you know after I'll go there. It's crazy!!!!

 

[sasa]

one more think...he was think I'm crazy..he said I need neurology...that my Fat feeling is just in my head...Ok maybe maybe not. It's true he said I have to leave check my BF, he said me don't workout so much, It's too much for me...I can have too much testosterone and because of I gaining..fuc..bullshit!! I told you..he pissed me off...he don't see me more there!!! I don't want speak about him so bad, maybe he is right, but my feeling are opposite. I don't know!!! He said if I do so many test I waste money, because the hormons in the body could change each day..in women's body. I really don't know girls!!!

 

[sasa]

06/20/06 Tuesday 129.5 96.9 ??? this number concern me littel bit, but probably I slept today just 6.5 hour maybe this is reason

7.15-7.45 CARDIO 30min empty stomach
BEfore I took of course my THYROID pill and CARNITIN 2000mg

1. Meal
4 egg whites
1/4 cup rice cooked
1/2 tomatoes
3 almonds
handfull blubarries

2.Meal
talapia
lettuce
8 baby carrots
3 almonds

 

[sasa]

3. Meal
4 egg whites
lettuce
homemade dresing
big mug cofee decaff

 

[sasa]

4.Meal
3 oz chicken breast
1 egg whites
1/4 cup rice
1 teas almond butter

WORKOUT BACK + ABS

1.Deadlifts
1x60lbx13rep
1x90lbx10rep
1x100lbx10rep
1x110lbx8rep

2.Cable front pulldown
1x5{weights..there is no number just signs 1, 2,3,4,..} x 12rep
1x6x10rep
1x6.5x9rep
1x6.5x8rep

3. CAble seated row
1x5x12rep
1x6x10rep
1x7x8rep

4. Pulldown{machine}
1x50lbx12rep
1x70lbx10rep
1x90lbx7rep


YES NO BAD TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5.Meal
4 oz chicken breast
lettuce+cabbage
homemae dresing
some baby carrots

 

[Daisy_Girl]

Again, what KIND of MD is he? What is his specialty area?

ANd, even though I think he is a quack, I DO agree that you have some type of body dysmophia (the "fat feeling". I think a lot of this is in your head. I think you have some "demons" to work out - but NOT by pumping more pills into you. Sounds like you need to "talk it out" with someone. Just my opinion.