He is regular physican..he tried help me, I came visit him coupel years ago because I didn't speak good english and everything was easier with him and cheaper {he is from my country}..but he is not endo..ou know..my first problem why I came there was..I didn't have period for 2 years...he tried put me on lot of different med....now my cycles is back almost 6 months. This was reason why I visited him. Today I know it was mistake do this but beofre I didn't have much opportunity as now.
I know maybe I'm crazy..I still feel like I'm fat..but before I got 110lb, then after different kind of med I start gainiing and I was so scared and mad. I'm still affraid gain fat..I work hard all the time on myself almost 5 years...and I didn't see too much result..because it make me deppressed!! But today I try keep off scale..of course I check myself...but I try..I try not worried..I know everything I gained already is not just fat, sometimes when I look on myself I'm so depressed as coupel days ago. So I'm trying be fine and it will be fine!!!
06/21/06 Wensday 129.5, 97.6F
1.Meal
4 egg whites
1/4 cup rice
1/2 teast almond butter
mushrooms+onions
handfull blubarries
2.Meal
3 oz chicken breast
1 egg whites
4 almonds
lettuce+cabbage
I know maybe I'm crazy..I still feel like I'm fat..but before I got 110lb, then after different kind of med I start gainiing and I was so scared and mad. I'm still affraid gain fat..I work hard all the time on myself almost 5 years...and I didn't see too much result..because it make me deppressed!! But today I try keep off scale..of course I check myself...but I try..I try not worried..I know everything I gained already is not just fat, sometimes when I look on myself I'm so depressed as coupel days ago. So I'm trying be fine and it will be fine!!!
06/21/06 Wensday 129.5, 97.6F
1.Meal
4 egg whites
1/4 cup rice
1/2 teast almond butter
mushrooms+onions
handfull blubarries
2.Meal
3 oz chicken breast
1 egg whites
4 almonds
lettuce+cabbage
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