No she is not the theather girl. We have been friends for quite a while and she absolutely hates the "way I am" when I am on. What sucks the most is that she just does not understand that I have been trying to build my body for the past 7 years of my life and what it means to me to be able to have the outside aesthetic appearnce I like. She says she likes me just fine the way I am and that unless I intend on hooking up with random hoes at spring break she sees no reason as to why I need to start preparing on January 7th like I intended.
I really really like this girl. We have a lot of things in common and have the same types of goals. I know I do change while opn cycle and I know yall are going to say that it is all mental and I used to say the same thing but I believe it's true. When on I can easily turn into a monster and do and say things I would never even think of when off. Like right now, I have been off for about 3 months and I have not had a mean thought in my head forever. Maybe it is time for me to hang up the juice for a few years and let my physique mature and my hormone levels to stabilize for once in many years. On the other hand it IS my LAST spring break and I would absolutely love to have the best body out on the beach. I don't even know what I am going to tell my training partner. He is going to flip his lid when he finds out I am not going to be going at it hard core as we planned because of a girl...a girl that he hates on top of that.
dont do it man,you will grow to hate it,be with someone who accepts you and every part of you.
I learned how much you grow to resent someone when you are living a certain way for them. just them being around you will annoy you and eat away at ya. get out now or lay down the law