Did several cycles more than 7 years ago. Loved the pump and the strength. I remember having guys at the gym say, "unbelievable" when I did incline dumbell presses. (Actually a good angle for me genetically so it looks more impressive than my other excercises.)
The problem I had is that when I went off the cycles I would get sick and then depressed. I think the hormone change was really whacking me out. The illness would stop my workouts, and then my energy level was so low I had a hard time motivating myself to get in.
I'm not against gear now, however. One thing about gear is that you still have to workout hard and eat well. And it motivates you to do those things - I mean, who wants to throw away money by not getting the most out of it.
If I had a good source of Deca, I'd probably try another short cycle and end with Clomid to see if it helps. But since I don't have a source, I'm gonna try some of George's testosterone enhancing supplements and see how they work for me.
I'm older now (34 today) so I think my perspective has changed a little. I don't think the "natural" vs. "juiced" deal is really important. It's a personal choice for each bodybuilder. Of course, the illegality and potential side effects are an issue. But each person makes an informed choice.
One more thing ... the media and supplement companies really sell the "dangers" of steroid use. But we have to be careful about taking these scare tactics at face value. Of course, some of the "pros" today really abuse their bodies. However, moderate use does appear to be pretty safe. Anabolics are used in many older people for hormone replacement. They've also been studied as a male contraceptive with little side effect. Like so many things in life, it's really a matter of moderation, personal choice and the law. A glass of wine each day may be good for you, but it's not good for you if it leads to overuse and alcoholism, plus it's illegal if you're under 21 in the USA.
I really like this board. And I appreciate the input of every member, regardless of their personal opinion on every topic. Thanks for the motivation and debate guys!