Courtney's Log

[courtneybcca]

yeah I was eating peanut butter out of the jar this morning..... my bad.... and another one sticky white rice YUMMMYYYYYY!!!!!!

yeah so after yesterdays eye surgery for rita this morning was the check up.... of course the appointment is not till 10 but she was banging on my door at 8 I am literally banging on the door.. freakin horrible wake up call reminds me when my father used to come two inches from my ear at 5 am with a metal pot and wooden spoon.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yesterday she was such in a hurry we were an hour early and I was not about to sit in a waiting room again for 2 hours.... so I ignored the first bang... 30 minutes later the bangin started again... so this time I answered and said I will get up.... I am not up 5 minutes when my other roomate comes in my room and tells me rita is sitting in my car waiting for me.... OMG!!!!! I love her so much but this morning.....grrr.... enough said so I threw some clothes on jabed a couple teaspoons of peanut butter in the hatch and off to the doctors office a good hour and a half early.... then wouldn't you know it when we got there the receptionist tell us they are running 45 minutes behind schedule....

okay rant over.... I swear old people are EXACTLY like little children except they have full understanding of how to piss you off but can act like they have no idea and totally get away with it without getting punished... I can't wait to be old!!!!

heehee okay rant offically over....

and actually I would like to stay this age forever.... I can just not make up my mind can I.... goodness

 

[slat1]

Thats sucks! I would hate to be sitting around that long...
LOL at her sitting in the car!! he he he

 

[courtneybcca]

triceps today....

got some exciting news today!!! woo hoo

chicken
tomatoe

 

[courtneybcca]

woke up way late!!!

2:00 pm
rice, chicken

back

630
salad
rice
chicken

 

[courtneybcca]

weekend barely ate again... grr.... this job is going to be the end of me!!!

and then proceded to wake up way late...

so 2:00 pm first meal
apple
half chicken breast

chest and triceps

and I made beef stew so I am just finishing that up then bring it to my boys house

 

[slat1]

Weekends are tough for me too. I work at a bar from 10pm to 2:30/3am. I have a half hour commute too. I wind up sleeping in all the time. My meals are way off. It really sets back my week. When I do keep my meals strait my progress is amazing!

 

[courtneybcca]

woo hooo!!!! beef stew went over VERY WELL... (mischeivious smile) and Courtney had some GREAT FREAKING SEX last night WOO HOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! no roommates home heehee wink wink.... so we got to be a little extra adventous YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!

anyone else ever have this?..... this is the first boyfriend that I have ever had that I can just stare at for hours on end and be completly content... his body couldn't be more perfect.... last night I just traced that small dip between the low back and the butt for like a bloody hour and it pasted by like two minutes... and then this morning I couldn't help but stare at him as he was getting ready (naked< just had to add that)... he was just doing regular stuff like ironing and brushing his teeth but it was like I was in a complete trance that I couldn't break... he finally asked me what the goofy grin was about and I couldn't answer him... (I didn't know I was smiling) I just said I guess his presence just makes me happy... Yeah I have fallen hard this time.....

I think what is more refreshing for me is that even though there isn't a imperfection on his body, after we eat he wont show me his belly because he claims that he is "bloated" (yeah right how does a freaking 8 pack get bloated) he is just as hard on himself as I am.... So because of the way I see him, when he stops me to tell me that my body is perfect, part of me actually believes him... This is probably the first time in my life that I have actually been able to actually hear a compliement from a significate other... I have always admitley in my mind knocked it down that they were just trying to make me feel better....

and to hear him actually say "I want you to put on at least 5 pounds" is probably the nicest thing he could say to me... the last dude I was seeing was pretty rude in the way he wanted me to lose weight, and with my eating disorder, which he knew about, was propably not the right thing to say to me...

I hope you all are having as wonderful of a day as me!!!

830
1/4 cup oatmeal
apple

 

[*Bunny*]

I hope you all are having as wonderful of a day as me!!!

SO happy for you girl!

 

[courtneybcca]

1230
3/4 of cup of beef stew...
woo hoo thanks jens and bunny for inspiring me to cook more...
I'm actually not half bad... heehee
started the clen today... have important interview on friday and would like to sweat a bit more....

 

[courtneybcca]

heehee for the women!!!

that is my boy... woo hoo

SEXY ISNT HE!!!! WOO HOOO!!!!!!

I was going to put up a picture of his ass but I think he might get mad about that heehee