I just wanted to write down some thoughts I was having about this whole competition.
I'm real damn sick of dieting. Really damn sick of it. Tell me if this sounds like fun, tuna fish, spinach, mustard? Or how about Tuna, broccoli, Mustard? That's what my diet is....it's basically variations of that. Sub chicken or salmon in for the tuna. Once a day I have a NTBM protein shake which is marvelous, but the problem is it is NOT filling. I feel like I'm starving. I eat six meals a day, but only 1750cals a day. I do essentially 5 hours of cardio a day, so I cant really increase it...so to keep burning fat (because my body is doing everything in it's power to not shed anymore....so damn gay...) that I had to cut calories yet again. I was originally running almost 3000 calories a day, and no that I'm down this low...I'm going nuts not being able to enjoy some damn food. Good god I have 1 month left, and it wouldn't be so bad if the fat was melting off, but it's not. It's still lingering....it's really starting to piss me off. The catch twenty22 about the whole thing is, I have to workout harder to burn the calories, but I've overtrained because I'm not eating enough calories. It's really starting to mess with my head. I don't know anybody but married volleyball players here in Huntington beach. I seriously do pretty much nothing but Train, Sleep, and eat. But now I can't even enjoy the eating part. I need a damn miracle.
Sorry I needed to rant.
I just dropped 2 caps lipostim, 1 cap n2slin, and 1 cap heat and I'm going to go chernobyl on the gym with my altitude mask and FUCK anyone who thinks I"m weird for doing so.
Mark my words this damn 3% bodyfat will be done. IT WILL!!!!