Ever feel like its all crashing down

[theoak01]

just when things seem to be great,i mean just about perfect they always crash and burn

i just found out i have under 1000 dollars saved for college when for the last few years i was told upwards of 10grand,so my grandmother lied and i goto college in a year,have nothing saved because i thought i was set,i cant get a job and sure as hell wont be able to get the money by then

lately even more than usual i feel like nobody in my family gives a shit about me and 99% of the time im not acknowledged,its to the point where dinner is made for everyone else while im home but nothing for me ,i must fend for myself,i cant remember the last time anyone i live with said they cared,its been this way all my life and i swear this has caused my anti social behavior,simply because i dont know how to act around people,im very timid and trust nobody

fuck my life is shit

i just needed to vent and didnt have anywhere else to go,im sorry

 

[satanic goatslayer]

fuck my life is shit

Negative.

At least you have a family.

Get yourself a loan to go to school. Or work for the money. It's not like there is a set cutoff age for entering university.

You've got plenty of time.

Use it.

 

[TNH]

I know the feeling bro, I am going through rough times myself.

You got to get out there and feel confident in yourself, and make things happen. Like goatslayer said, you've got time.......get the loans, get a job for a while, and you will be ok.

 

[2Thick]

We are here for you, bro. Email me whenever you need to talk.

 

[Citruscide]

Ditto... check your PM

Like SG said... I took out loans to go to undergrad and I took out loans for law school... granted, I'm paying them back now, but at least I was able to get to school... apply for scholarships and so on... it wasn't easy, but I did it.

C

 

[mylife]

isn't the military giving you money for school?

 

[theoak01]

isn't the military giving you money for school?

the army really turned to shit for me,all kinds of bullshit there plus home probs etc so im inactive till i get my discharge


i really appreciate the suggestions guys,ill have to see where my credit rating is at for next year and pray i get a loan


im glad you guys were here to put a bit of this problem into perspective

 

[The Shadow]

Yep.....times can be tough....they won't last though..I hear ya on being invisible......Worked till close to 9 pm last nite.......get in...everyone else had eaten....no one wanted to wait and eat with me...so at 9:30 - I decise to fix 3 grilled cheese sandwiches....the pan I was going to use was in the sink - dirty.....noone wanted to clean up their shit...so yeah - I understand where you're coming form.

 

[WODIN]

Sounds very familiar corn.

 

[Zebo]

Apply for every scholarship you can find. There are a ton of "dead professor" scholarships. Sometimes it just covers books, but hey, its better than zero.

Seriously, apply for every damn one of them. Better you get them than some Al Quaeda asshole. (I work at a university, and you wouldn't believe this shit)

You're just a little in the dumps right now. There are hundreds of people who care about you, if you think about it.
It can only get better........