It has been two whole weeks (that I can remember) since I have lifted a weight...
I do not know. It's driving me nuts. When I go 'off' or take a break from my 'lifestyle' my body has become accustomed to, I get sick ... When I take time off or go on vacation, I get sick ... When I do Not eat my 40/30/30 or hella clean with the (1 cheat meal etc) I get sick. Stress & tension do NOT help but I am really just trying do figure ME out daily ...
It is rather bizarre when you see it from my angle. It really is.
Nothing any of the docs can tell me make sense b/c they will assume, Hey, she is eating all this protein & weight training ... Um no sorry I haven't been doing any of that & looky looky, now what.. and they look at me like "Duh" ...
I cannot stand when people try to analyze me or my situation without all the facts, so the docs, they have most of the facts & can run the tests & they STILL cannot properly analyze my situation & health properly ...
I am kinda mad at myself that I did not become a doctor & finish med school ... but anyway you look at it cancer was brought back to me in some weird way, If I did I would have some credibility & earn some respect when I speak to these people … I hate being looked at like I am some imbecile.