I wouldnt say that i have an anxiety/panic disorder. Its not very bad. sometimes i wake up a little sick to my stomach and nervious over nothing. I dont have feelings of dread or dispair or anything like that. Im usually a very upbeat and energetic person, fun to be around. Its just that YHCL (or even ECAs) intensify the effect. Usually those stims will give you energy and make you feel good, but it makes me too nerveous and its uncomfortable. I think ill try the topical YHCL again, but this time at like 50-60mg per aplication instead of 20 like i was doing before. Ill do it on two spots at a time, twice a day.