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In all my life I have been posed w/ very few questions I could not answer. The other evening at a cocktail party I was asked a question in front of several people as too why I do what I do to my body.
I pondered for a moment and realized that I simply could not answer other than I thought what I did was normal. Then another lady commented that how can it be normal to tear muscle fiber to the point where you are agonizing in the gym ready to scream out in pain, torturing yourself physically and mentally and continue with this set after set as if you were searching and trying to capture more pain and torture than the set prior. Again she asked, how is this normal.
It was then that I realized that all these people surrounding me were not really interested in what I did as much as they were in awe of what I did to achieve my physique. It was then that I realized the energy I put out when I am in a social situation. Some feel they need to be near my aura others shy away from it as if it was a foriegn object. It was then that I realized my POWER.
We are all MASOCHISTS. we manipulate our bodies in ways that a starving animal goes to any length for a meal. We will do ANYTHING to achieve our goals. Sweat, cry, bleed, puke. We tear our muscle fibers every workout so that they will heal stronger and harder for the next carnage. We are animals that only understand those within our species. This is why you are all on this board. We are all cut from the same mold!
I say this only because it sometimes takes another person not from your world to point out the obvious. We are different. Thats POWER!!!!
I pondered for a moment and realized that I simply could not answer other than I thought what I did was normal. Then another lady commented that how can it be normal to tear muscle fiber to the point where you are agonizing in the gym ready to scream out in pain, torturing yourself physically and mentally and continue with this set after set as if you were searching and trying to capture more pain and torture than the set prior. Again she asked, how is this normal.
It was then that I realized that all these people surrounding me were not really interested in what I did as much as they were in awe of what I did to achieve my physique. It was then that I realized the energy I put out when I am in a social situation. Some feel they need to be near my aura others shy away from it as if it was a foriegn object. It was then that I realized my POWER.
We are all MASOCHISTS. we manipulate our bodies in ways that a starving animal goes to any length for a meal. We will do ANYTHING to achieve our goals. Sweat, cry, bleed, puke. We tear our muscle fibers every workout so that they will heal stronger and harder for the next carnage. We are animals that only understand those within our species. This is why you are all on this board. We are all cut from the same mold!
I say this only because it sometimes takes another person not from your world to point out the obvious. We are different. Thats POWER!!!!
Spatts you sound like the chic from American Pie except instead of band camp you were @ WSB Camp. 
. whenever people ask me why I do what I do I ask them why they don't or why someone wants to strap themselve to the tip of a rocket and get hurled into space. To each their own.
