Sassy: July 2006 - 41 & CA Bound

[*Bunny*]

LOL .. you are really lovin' those smilies chicka ... know how to tell a story

*POSITIVE VIBES* <-- it's not letting me format that sunofagun grrr

 

[Sassy69]

omg... I think I've finally hit the point where all protein mix officially makes me sick to my stomach.

 

[SgtSlaughter]

it happens to the best of us.

 

[jenscats5]

LOL @ all the Dancing Nanners.....great site!! Hoping it all works out for ya girlie!!

 

[Sassy69]

Its definitely brought it to a new level of hatred - y'all are relatively new to protein mix - I've been eating this shit at competitoin levels for 6 yrs.



And while I'm hating, let me just say for the record that the career guy I hired, is an asshat.

 

[Sassy69]

LOL at the risk of having this thread turn into my own person online bitch session, I am currently apathetic. I sit here & watch the days go by on my calendar since I was working 30 hrs / day up until the Arnold Classic in March and then .... nothing. Its a constant mental battle between do I look for a job here or keep working on the relocation efforts. Will I get too deep into one thing & have to drop everything for another, or miss an opportunity. Or just sit here & burn thru my savings.

This is what weekends do to me - too much time to think & no activity will be happening until Monday. These are times I really miss living in FL when I could just say "fuck y'all, I'm going diving". (And its lobster season right now too.... )

Blah - I guess the worst part is just this feeling like someone pulled the air out of my balloon after a week of such potential and I'm stuck waiting again because of stuff outside my control. I'm finding it very hard to sit still, but I have nothing of consequence to do either. I guess I'll figure out something. I'll call my parents to give them the (non)update, my mom will yell at me for sitting around & whining and then maybe I'll figure out something to do w/ myself this weekend.




Mostly I"m jealous of Shorty & that amazingly quick recovery w/ the girls!

 

[jenscats5]

Don't know what to say to make it any better, but {{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}} for ya Sassers.....

 

[ck2006]

LOL at the risk of having this thread turn into my own person online bitch session, I am currently apathetic. I sit here & watch the days go by on my calendar since I was working 30 hrs / day up until the Arnold Classic in March and then .... nothing. Its a constant mental battle between do I look for a job here or keep working on the relocation efforts. Will I get too deep into one thing & have to drop everything for another, or miss an opportunity. Or just sit here & burn thru my savings.

This is what weekends do to me - too much time to think & no activity will be happening until Monday. These are times I really miss living in FL when I could just say "fuck y'all, I'm going diving". (And its lobster season right now too.... )

Blah - I guess the worst part is just this feeling like someone pulled the air out of my balloon after a week of such potential and I'm stuck waiting again because of stuff outside my control. I'm finding it very hard to sit still, but I have nothing of consequence to do either. I guess I'll figure out something. I'll call my parents to give them the (non)update, my mom will yell at me for sitting around & whining and then maybe I'll figure out something to do w/ myself this weekend.






Mostly I"m jealous of Shorty & that amazingly quick recovery w/ the girls!

Definitely get out of the house and do something! Get your mind off of things if you can, and clear your head.

Only positive vibes your way, I know something great will happen for your soon! Great things happen to great people!

 

[*Bunny*]

I agree. Get OUT of the house, off the computer & get your mind of things or at least relocate so you can not feel so suffocated & secluded. There's a whole world out there waiting for you .. be it GA oh well, it could be alot worse. You deserve to be happy. Get moving

 

[Sassy69]

You girls are amazing

(LMAO it feels like the sun should be shining after reading all your great positive posts, but its actually getting darker outside by the minute - expecting a big fat storm this afternoon....)

But storm or no, I'm feeling the need for some dancing bananas!

James Brown Style! Owwwwwwww! Feels good!