Also, got 4 weeks left on this cycle. Contemplating a couple of things. I know I can do self trt but not sure if I really want to do that just yet as I am only 36. Granted I also don’t want to come off the testosterone. I feel mentally a lot better with it.
I feel like the last 2-3 weeks have not been the best for me. I let my mental struggles get in the way and came pretty close to backsliding completely. I have made a lot of progress with that over the last year. Truthfully I am lucky to even be alive just to put into perspective just how bad I got mentally a year ago. Won’t go into details with that.
However, I do feel the testosterone may be helping me pull myself out of that faster. I definitely feel better overall and younger too. I just got to stay disciplined. In probably 3 months, I want to do another cycle and really focus that one on getting as big as I can. Thinking 500 test, 400 eq and 50 anadrol. I just don’t know what to do immediately following this cycle. Self trt or not? Kinda torn.