I know you're absolutely right RT and I actually thought of all the fun you have with your friends and then get right back on track. So, I am determined to spend these last 3 weeks enjoying myself with people I may never see again.
And to be honest, I think this was the most enjoyable evening I have spent with friends in a loooong time. It struck me on the drive home how much I have in common with them, and how hard these last 3 weeks are going to be. So, we have already planned another dinner for next week. In fact, we have so much in common that we've planned a place where we can have healthy options and we're all determined to stick with them.
I just hope that I can meet people like this when I get to New York who are so supportive of me and my goals. They even bought me going away gifts. It is going to be sooo hard to leave come January 23rd, even though I know in the long run it is best for me.