Struggling in my headspace right now and so I tried to fill the void this weekend with food (split over the two days):
3 egg Mcmuffins
1 order hotcakes w/ syrup
2 lamb kebabs
1 large order fries
1 med bag potato chips
1 KFC chicken fillet burger
1 small apple blueberry pie
1 whole bar Lindt milk chocolate
1 banana split w/ chocolate ice cream and chocolate fudge
2 cappucinos
Oh but I took my multivits and sesapure/glucorell - that makes it all better
Let me tell you that it doesn't make you feel better. I'm still struggling in my headspace and also have the added guilt. My hedgehog is back, let me explain: At the base of my chest bone - inside - I feel there is a hedgehog, a small prickly ball that moves. Without meds, it lives in my chest and that explains what my anxiety feel like. It's..uncomfortable. Insane in the membrane
On the good side, er, "sensitivity" has returned. And when I'm happy, I'm really happy.
Which brings me on to today. I spoke to Q-Tip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My cheeks hurt from laughing so much. Very cool and very happy. (Sorry for keeping you up so late). AND she's going to T's show - YAY!!!!!!! It's made my week
Ups and downs. Such is life.