I failed to announce that due to stress and my body just deciding that eh.. It isn't gonna cooperate i had to call this last one off.
I prepped all the way up to Friday and had a hell of a day on friday, had an rush of stress that hit me, body just caved and I couldn't take it anymore.
I believe I'd reached a point where my body needs a little rest and time before i lose too much muscle by continuing to diet and cut. I could see the stress in my face way too much..
I would have loved to pull this one off... and I'm beating myself up already that I didn't just stick it out like planned.. though I know I am doing what is right for my health, I feel like I gave up way to soon.
I'm holding alot of water but still have visible abs and striations in my delts, legs and back. I plan on finding one in a few months where i have time to work on my lacking body parts for a while and the try to cut again. I want to stay within 10lbs of my comp weight because i know I can drop that in less than 6 weeks with no problem.
I will however start my journal back up pretty soon and begin incorportating some Power Lifting back into my workouts beings now I am fueling my body to better suit that type of training.
Thank sweetie for checking up on me
Oh and I have to find a new suit for the next one. I had one borrowed but i'd like to make a purchase for myself in close to but not the exact same color and cut.
Muah! Love you girls
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