Well i guess my form sucks dick lol. Here is my log anyways.
Workout B - Rippetoe's 3x5
Squat - `45lb. 135lb.
Military Press - 100lb.
(hard - shitty form)
Bent Row - 120lb
(okay difficulty)
Bent Row
2/5 - Bar
1/3 - 95lb.
1/2 - 105lb.
3/5 - 120lb.
(decent, good form)
Military Press ( hard)
2/5 - Bar
1/3 - 65lb.
1/2 - 85lb..
1/5 - 100lb.
(hard)
1/5 - 100lb.
(harder)
1/4 - 100lb.
(very hard, just could not get it up)
1/1 - 100lb.
(in video, i set it down and picked it back up)
Squats (fucked up big time here)
2/5 - bar
1/5 - 95lb.
1/3 - 115lb.
1/2 - 135lb.
1/5 - 145lb.
1/5 - 135lb.
1/5 - 135lb.
1/5 - 135lb.
1/5 - 135lb.
Complexes
Assistance
Dips (tried for 3x10)
1/10 - bw
1/10 - bw
1/7 - bw
- (just dead, couldn't go on)
Abs
3/7 - 85lb.
I am so depressed, mentally exhausted, and unmotivated with lifting now. I love to lift, but when my form sucks, even lifting such light weights it just fucks with my head and makes me so depresses that i physically exhaust myself thinking too much.