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Amy' S GeT Right Get Tight Journal

FYI I just got a box of Hodgson Mill's milled Flax Seed at the grocery store the other day for less than $2. It's a 12 oz box. It says it has 2600 mg of omega 3 oils per serving. ;)
 
Aries13 said:
Again, this is my opinion. I've shut out the hell I once put my self through.....I think you can do the same if you really want to :)

K to you, Aries :rose:

This is a great post and relates very well to someone like myself who has to practise the power of mind on a daily basis.

But remember that Amy is bipolar - it is a very different condition - she needs to remain under the care of her psychiatrist. Ignoring traditional medical treatments and therapy with bipolar disorder can end in tragedy.
 
:qt: GOOD EVENING ALL!!! Today was hectic as, well, i dunno? Just was!
Aries, I hear ya! I've been there.Still am! I've done things the right way, the wrong way, gone back and forth, and up-side down!!! :rolleyes: Honestly though, and I hate to say it, but Mermie is right. Alot of what I struggle with is really complicated because this eating disorder is deeply intertwined with the bipolar CRAP! :worried: Thats what I call it. I saw my psychiatrist this a.m. in fact. Since I've been back on med's my mood's have been more stable. What I've realized is NOW, when I hurt myself with, alcohol, food, an overwhelming urge to get a new piercing or tattoo, (lol!) or anything else.... it's not a REAL feeling but just a "habit". Something I've "always done". I don't have those desire's now, but without that desire for destruction, im void or theres an emptiness. So now, I have to filll it with GOOD and Positive things. And its a really strange thing to say.... BUT IT'S F'ING HARD!!! But I want to!!! :) Which is still more than I could say 1 month ago! Thank you for your story and openness with me, and making me feel comfortable. It means alot!
GetnFit... I will definetly look into that!!! ;)
HI ICE PRINCESS!!! :coffee: I've been following your log for a while! I think you and your hubby rock! I admire your discipline, and your abs are Hawt ;)
And Mermie.... :heart: Once again, You steal my heart, because U know like no other! I don't know if "thank you" is the right thing to say, because having a mental disorder is far from a blessing... but it's SO NICE to have someone to truely understand ;)

OH!!! BY THA WAY ! How DID I 4-GET?! AMY GOT A JOB-E-JOB!!!! I'M GOING TO BE A RECEPTIONIST AT THIS POSH SKIN SPA!!! WOOOOO HOOO!!! :twirl:
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE PRAYERS AND WISHES :))!!
 
Congrats on the job :garza: I'm thinking free or discounted beauty treatments! Sounds like possibility of some good fringe benefits :p
Happy 4 U :rose:
 
AWESOME!!! Im so happy for you :)

You are already making good progress and you should be VERY pleased with your self. Take care~~~~ :friends:
 
scale weight: 117.6 ( finally was visited by the crapola fairy =) hehe)
Thanx Everyone!!! :heart: :heart: I'm really excited too! Does anyone esle ever feel though, like we spend so much time here putting emotion and thought into our friends at EF that when you go to spend time with, "tangible" friends on weekends, you realize you've almost abandoned them? :verygood: I dunno... yesterday...I was so excited about FINALLY getting this job, and the only friend that was able to come celebrate with me was my EX!...ad then, even he last minute ended up getting his kids :worried: Ifelt like such a loser lol! So, i took MYSELF, to dinner. Of course it was my fav. spot and i knew all the bartenders, and some older gentlemen at the end of the bar bought me my wine...oh.... yeah for me! :rolleyes: But over-all, I'm still trying to be happy... maybe I'll make some new friends at this place? According to my friend that just quit there (went to school) she says alot of pro athletes come in there, and they're super hotties! :qt: Who knows? Maybe I'll finally meet a GOOD ONE??! ;) Anyhow... It's gorgeous here today in the ATL! I'm going to the gym... what a novel idea! Beautiful outside... go be INSIDE!! :) But I hope U enjoy your days where ever your at ;) Bye 4 now!!
 
believeNme said:
Thanks guys... :) I know, I know :;) Like I said, not having a job has really screwed me up! It's like LOOKING for a job has become a full time job! I know thats an excuse, but it is true. As far as my medication. I'll tell ya. Tha bipolar diagnosis is for real. I've done alot of research, and not only is it biological (in the family-- pased down; luckyme :rolleyes: ) but it's progressive with age, and that's why it's usually not diagnosed until early adult-hood. I spent a good time in the hospital last summer because of it. And tried to go off the med's for three months recently trying to prove to myself I could "do it MYSELF!" :) Well, I found a drawer full of knives one night in one of my episodes, and it wasn't pretty. So, needless to say, I'm much better off, stable, and happier ON them. The side effects are worth the sanity! HA! But, I really do need to sit down and figure out my diet exactly. I've been procrastinating! I admit! :rolleyes: Thanks for all the encouragement U's GUy's =) Your great!
Oh, Girl!!!! TEEELLLLLL me about it. I just left my fiance of 7 years due to his need for meds and inability to control his ups and downs (among other things). I can't help him, he's got to do it - but he won't listen - so I left.

STAY ON THEM!!!! I'm sure you're MUCH happier now too!

Oh, about your two names - keep the PLAT one! You have more access on the site with it :)
 
scorpiogirl said:
Oh, Girl!!!! TEEELLLLLL me about it. I just left my fiance of 7 years due to his need for meds and inability to control his ups and downs (among other things). I can't help him, he's got to do it - but he won't listen - so I left.

STAY ON THEM!!!! I'm sure you're MUCH happier now too!

Oh, about your two names - keep the PLAT one! You have more access on the site with it :)
I am SORRY I must have skimmed over this, but here, we're talking about meds... then I see two different names posting as if it's the same log ... I'm like OMG what is going on here :worried: I'm thinkin' ok, poor girl is bipolar & multiple personality disorder? .. I am NOT meaning to be funny, I was just really worried for a second ...

NOW I get it


:rolleyes: Stoopid bunny ;)
 
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