should i stop my run, going through a break up

[alltraps]

HEJ KURWA MAC! Fuc* that shi%* man. Man when i read this i feel like bitc* slaping you in the fuc*** face. You sound like a pussy.. A sorry ass pussy. Come to think of it you sound just like me 2 yrs ago.....its ok man...Listen i ll be honest with you..when i read this shit you posted i litterally swear to god thought i was reading EXACTLY my actions 2 yrs ago and the whole situation.....SHE TELLS YOU SHE IS ONLY 21 (OR IN MY CASE 19) AND LET ME GUESS SHE IS "THE FUCKED UP ONE" ITS NOT YOUR FAULT SHE TELLS YOU ( AND IT ISNT) SHE MAKE SSOME STUPID ASS EXCUSES THAT SHE IS CONFUSED ,, BLA BLA , BLA BLA BLA , YOUNG, BLA BLA,,, BLA,, THAT SHES BEEN HRT BE4 ,,BLA BLA BLA BLA,,. Oh and the bes tthing that i read that made me crack up is the poem, haha thats a bunch of BS.lol......she writing you apoem but....hahah.........also 1 more thing is this girl as you wrote probibaly told you even 3 week sbe4 of the plans you guys were to have...i bet 2 months earlier you were discussing geting maried or some shit....

Shit man i think im getting soem good therapy in myself......(MY cunt bitc* ho **** **** ***** ***** **** slut and i were discussing everything from amriage to moving , to future, education together, plans for houses, etc .she coudl not live without me more than 2 minutes...bla bla bla bla.... meeting the extended family 2 weeks earlier...then ...boom i get the same LOAD OF POINTLESSS CRAP ONLY A SLUT WOULD SAY.......bla this im crazy,, i go tproblems,, blabla.....i never got a real explanation.............well it turns out bitch met some fag(not realy a fag) and all tha tshit tha ti thought ther ewas no other person and she tooo..out th ewindow in 2 weeks.........just 1 day after not pickin gup phone and worying me wha thapened for 1 week tells me this BS......

LOL....check this.......karma to me is BS...but...then again the "treat others as you want to be treaated or else" the world does even actions out.......2 months ago i find out this girl is PREGNANT AT 20, lost her job,guy doesent want to marry her, , parents pist, freinds gone, ALL HER PLANS FOR A COOLLEGE EDUCATION GONE OR REALY DELAYED.. what a diference 1.5 yrs makes......now im not an sob i loved this bitch and still love eh rbut am no tin love an dwill nto be with her.....i wish he rwell and for ehr life to be the best it can........i hope sh eis happy....but jsut goes to show you ...wha tcomes aroudn goes around...
Meanwhile im getting back up on my feat and am almost toataly over this shit now....im so happy i found out this true nature of th egirl be4 we had a family god forbid and children ...then it would of realy screwed up my life mayeb past repair..!!!!!!!!!!!



GOD BLESS YOU BRO....

I think i feel bette rmyself..lol..time for GYM

sounds similar, i dont hate her, i realy do think she is confused and running from the problems instead of facing them. maybe one day she wont be able to run anymore and will get a wake up call when everything comes crashing on her. i dont know if she is talking to a new guy, if she is, that would show me she has NO RESPECT. i dont belive she is thoough. i dont want to know either, it would fucking kill me. it hasnt even been a week yet. but its none of my business what she does, i do wish her all the best and hope she doesnt fuck up her life with doing stupid shit. she is easily influanced by friends and peers and that worries me. she has such a bright future ahead, as long as she doesnt fuck it up and end up like her friends. they are all fucked with NO direction in life at all

 

[alltraps]

women get so fucked between 18-24 its scary, they change so much, you dont even recognize them after. so the person you meet when they are 19 is not even close to the same person at 24. they keep using the excuse that they are confused and youug, which is so bullshit, they just refuse to realize this is life and they are an adut now, and cant run from problems forever

 

[PolfaJelfa]

I wish you the best bro, i didnt wish my bitch any bad either i just found out 2 months ago.

I would want to sure know if there is someone else...becous ebeleive me im 99% sure there is...be a man not a pussy...ask her strait up......if she says ther eis say thank you good bye and thats it.....i know it not that easy..but...If she is like that you dont deserve it...that means you MEAN SHIT TO HER

Anyways good luck im off to gym,

 

[alltraps]

I wish you the best bro, i didnt wish my bitch any bad either i just found out 2 months ago.

I would want to sure know if there is someone else...becous ebeleive me im 99% sure there is...be a man not a pussy...ask her strait up......if she says ther eis say thank you good bye and thats it.....i know it not that easy..but...If she is like that you dont deserve it...that means you MEAN SHIT TO HER

Anyways good luck im off to gym,

im not gonna ask her, i cant talk to her, its part of getting over her. if i talk to her, im back at square one. she doenst want me to call or write, so im done with that. i just dont want to find out from someone else.

 

[PolfaJelfa]

Got you ...taht works too....no contact..
Peace

 

[LVTitan]

Same thing happened to me bro, with a girl i thought i was going to marry that i loved with all my heart. Nothing mattered to me at that point, i WANTED to train but every time i got in gym i just loooked at all the people and thought "what the fuc* are they doing here " this is pointless bunch of bs" . Well i was on a cycle at the time and decided to stay on. I didnt work out for a while. Then once i regained my composure ( to a degree) i came off when i was more emotionally stable. I WOULD NEVER COME OF ANY CYCLE IN THIS POSSITION EVER!...knowing how bad this hurt me i might of done something i could nto regret at this time, or who knows what. I wont lie to you bro, if you realy realy love her its gona be fucked up for a while, but it will get all GOOD BROTHA So take some 1st hand advice, relax, eat some good food, take some needed time off , stay on(i would just stay on 500 -750 or so mgs of test), and when all is cool get back in there swinging. Bro you are now in the 1st stage and i am now in the last stage(im back on coming back hard from the bitch who ruined a full year of progress for me) i will get biger than i ever have been and cutter than i ever have been. And you mark my words will be back here in a while writing that you are now getting bigge rthan ever and everything is good and laughing about this day!

THIS IS NO TIME FOR PCT TRUST ME... AGREED, YOU ARE TOO EMOTIONAL FOR PCT RIGHT NOW.. FIGHT THRU IT BRO, IT HAPPENED TO ME LAST MONTH, THE CLOMID ALMOST ENDED MY LIFE... I SENT YOU A PM..
BE STRONG TRAPMAN. TITAn

 

[LVTitan]

what kind of books are these? i never read, maybe i should to take my mind off this.

didnt i tell you to get a fucking book man in my PM... trust me it helps, when you're off in another world having a crazy adventure, the last thing on ur mind is that bitch who fucked you over. i'm still going thru it, i talked to her 2 days ago, and then nothing, i heard she found some dude ( a real geeky mf'er from what i hear) so i know it wont last, she needs another thug in her life. but anywho, read a book. fall asleep dreaming about whatever ur reading about it puts in a good mindset before you drift off. and start smiling and just saying "hello how are you today" to every pretty girl you pass on the street or in the store. you'll be suprised how many will return the favor and smile back , and even chat with you... you got game bro, it's just like a muscle, the more you use it the stronger it gets..
titan.
we're here for ya man.

 

[lilleole]

my advice is this;

stay on the juice. do things that makes you happy. stop whining about some bitch, cause they sure arent worth it.

and let bitches be bitches. do to them what they do to us. exploit them. if you get a girl, then bone her - and dump her. if she likes your cock she'll come crawling back. if not, she ain't worth it. find a new one

 

[galaxy]

Id take some effexor, this is what that shits for. I think going off would only make things worse personally.

 

[geoboy]

I say stop the cycle completely and do PCT, but don't run clomid (it makes a lot of ppl. emotional) - run some nolvadex and arimidex (low dose) for PCT.

Mr.X

what he said. If you decide to stop and dp PCT, DO NOT RUN CLOMID.
I did around a breakup and I was a crying fool which is very unlike me.

someone mentioned whey protein for keeping some gains. its also great for incresing serotonin levels so it acts as sort of a natural mood stabalizer which is good for you during this time.

when will u be over it? I hurt like hell for 3 or 4 months. every day you think about it and replay it in your head and it feels like it happened yesterday. people told me that I would be over it when I started having sex with other women. bullshit, I would just imagine they were her. it just takes time. with no contact, in 6 months or so you'll be you again. now, if I saw her in the street, I wouldnt even look twice.

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good luck bro.