I did a few 6 week cycles when I was 19. Hell, all those obsessed were doing a little something at my gym, but hey, it was the 80's. My guess is your mates are doing gear, and it's wetting your appetite for more.
Had permanent TRT going at age 45 (past 4 years). Not sure if playing with juice at an early age had something to do with it, but just sayin'.
It's easy to have your head run faster than your body my man, been there done that. You got a killer body. Listen to the bros. I know it's not the answers you been hoping, but part of this game is patience. Bodybuilding is a marathon, not a sprint. Keep up the good work!