These mental obstacles you will face if you decide to bulk again, and you just need to work through them as they come. One convo I had with Nelms, related to having a certain maturity level while bulking... by no means am I calling you immature... just that you have to deal with the fact you will most likely NOT keep your six pack, maybe even a no abs at all ...and to expect that.
Anyway, you don't need to explain yourself ... I understand from your previous posts and I'm SURE the ladies do as well. I just want you to be happy with what you have and
really understand that the way you look now, is what other women out there hope to look like one day... I think even Q touched on that.
It's all about
you being happy,
YOU seeing yourself in a positive light & I'm trying to give you positive reinforcement about yourself, because girl you are beautiful ... and you shouldn't be so hard on yourself or worry too much about eating .... stress = ^^ coritsol = fat storage