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lartinos
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so do you feel in control? this is kinda off topic? but seriously though i understand why the idea of control is so appealing. i mean who doesn't want it, but there is an ease and sense of freedom when you learn that you don't always have to control everything in your life, that you can't be in control of everything. ultimately other people have control over our lives. you live to serve others. you serve your boss, you take care of your families and kids. your money comes and goes to others. the government controls us, ect. besides how can anyone claim control when you have no idea what tomorrow will bring.
don't pay attention to me, i'm sleepy and off to bed. g-nite everyone.
well, I've accomplished my goal in a sense in this apsect of my life. Woman find me very attractive because of my looks and my brain. So here I see results and it feels good. Now I need to also focus on other things in my life and also find myself a nice GF. Come off as such a bragger, I know but these things really happen in my life so I share them. So I hired this cute girl and yesterday she comes up to me and says that she came into the store with her friend and her friend pointed at me and said "who is that". The girl said my boss and her she said her friend said "cuz he's fucking hot". These girls know they can say whatever they want to me, it's pretty funny. I have known this girl maybe a week, lol.