so do you feel in control? this is kinda off topic? but seriously though i understand why the idea of control is so appealing. i mean who doesn't want it, but there is an ease and sense of freedom when you learn that you don't always have to control everything in your life, that you can't be in control of everything. ultimately other people have control over our lives. you live to serve others. you serve your boss, you take care of your families and kids. your money comes and goes to others. the government controls us, ect. besides how can anyone claim control when you have no idea what tomorrow will bring.
don't pay attention to me, i'm sleepy and off to bed. g-nite everyone.