You shouldn't feel awkward about saying you want to compete. You're not saying you DO compete. You're saying you have an ambition to compete which means you WANT to compete. It's different.
About convincing your parents....let me think. You can always just say that the facilities in the new gym are a lot better. I dunno...it just seems honest and believable you know?
yeah i understand.
only reason i said i needed to convince my parents was because my mom said no. But i hadn't told my dad yet, and i told him on the way home today from the gym and he didn't mind. So were going to talk it over with my mom, and go and see a gym sometime this week, most likely Wednesday and see how it is! I will definitely miss working out with my buddies, but its a sacrifice im willing to make. It will help my concentration a lot more, and this new gym's hours are fucking awesome! open almost 24/7. its sick!
and i will have up todays workout in a couple hours. no video just the written shit =(