Go see a doctor man, today or tomorrow, but no later than that. Show this doctor your abdomen. Steroids are for elite athletes, you do not meet this description and until you do, they will do nothing but give you tits a limp dick and some deep seated physical and emotional issues... Steroids are the very last step on a long, long journey... You haven't even taken your first step yet, listen to the others, look at stevesmi's diet and training info.... Take the first step... once you've sorted out your medical issue.