there is more to libido than just test.
you are just a horny fuck
from your pics you 100% have gyno, you really fucked yourself up bro using steroids.. i hope otheres learn from your mistake here. i would address the gyno and focus on getting into better shape and stop freaking out over this.. it is stressing you out MORE
just get on a natty test booster and you will be fine.. and then in another 5-10 years consider TRT for life. that would be my plan