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Backlash, naw, I've broken up with her 4 times for at least a month each. I've known her for 2 years. She was dating me when I did my first show and was alot more ripped, and actually During my first bulking cycle, I looked like a pig from all the crap I ate and the roid-bloat. She does prefer me leaner though. Actually, I'm only thinking about it, anyway I talked to her yesterday. She didn't try to get me back this time (I broke up with her about 11 weeks ago) and was really an asshole to her because I wanted her to go away for good, even though I am actually in love with her. She was pulling her psycho stuff again, and I was sick of the drama. Anyway, she was diagnosed with cancer two weeks later, and hasn't been able to work or anything. She had 3 cysts removed 5 weeks ago and they are going to have to perform surgery again because they found more. Honestly, I feel bad about my timing and I want to be with her through this. If nothing else because she needs the support. She has no family here right now (her parents moved to another state) and is trying to go to college so doesn't want to leave.