Discourage..and Fu##^$ pissed!!

[oicu812 - chargeback]

i think i wore a size 2 when i was in the 8th grade-- i have always struggled with my wieght--- now i am 5 or 7-- according to length because i am 5'10"-- i know i'll never see a 2 again-- these hips aren't going nowhere...

 

[esteveze]

I know you were just pulling my legs!!!
The big fuzzzzzzz here is not about the skirt. The skirt was just a tool to find out if a was getting big or it was just my imagination.( you know to judge by how your clothes fits thing). The entire deal here is not so far..no muscles in sight.."were the hell are my muscles"
And by the way is a beautiful skirt....I try very hard not too be fashion consiuos...but in NYC..and where I work is all about fashion too. U know I go to work in my 4" stillettos heel...and so on...
Yeap!!! about the water thing...so far have taken 1 gallon...and gallon #2 is on the way down....
I will see by the end of next week...Will keep you all up-to-date.
ciao

 

[esteveze]

4 inch heels....you better have some AWESOME calves!

Can't wait to see the pics. I'm betting you're a little too hard on yourself.

Calves?!!
You must be kitting...LMAO ahhhh
No calves at all.....
I think an "Angel hair pasta" has more calves than me...jjejeejej
Prep yourself before you see the pics...
I am not exagerating...no calves..big thights, big hips, big ass..pretty bad....telling you.
"potentially Postal....just sent you a PM"

 

[FitFossil]

Esteveze,

I think just about everyone goes through this from time to time, so DON'T give up. It's just part of the journey. Progress isn't always steady, it usually comes in fits and starts. Or maybe you've hit a plateau and need to change something around in your diet/workout or both. It would be great if you found someone locally who could see what you're doing and give advice. I'd like to have that for myself too. Hang in there.

 

[Gladiola]

uffff..
I will say something...I buy the MF hers and Oxygen mags...and I will die and kill for a body like those girls....

Hold Up Hold Up Here!
I thought the fitness competitors first of all - only got in competition shape for COMPETITION!!!! Isn't it true that competitiors aren't ripped to shreds like that all year round??? So evey THEY don't have bodies like that!

Plus remember BMom saying that her bod isn't perfect - but pictures say it is perfect, when you are lit just so?

I dunno, but I've TOTALLY given up the goal of looking like some perfect photo. 12% BF to me seems unrealistic to **maintain** all year round for most people - right? Supposedly 13% is "Essential" body fat for women. I know some ppl can achieve & maintain that low BF without even really struggling for it, & I am NOT one of those lucky ladies.

My point - I'm going to make the most of my bod, eat clean, train hard, get strong, get lean & stay strong, etc. & stop hating my body. I'm a size 6 & I'd have to lose a LOT of the meat in my ass & thighs to fit into anything much smaller. I'm cool with having my meaty ass! And yes, by 'meat' I mean MUSCLE

 

[esteveze]

I'm cool with having my meaty ass! And yes, by 'meat' I mean MUSCLE

I'm cool with that!!!
I do not look bad with clothes..actually look pretty good.....I think
I am doing this for me and myself only...I do NOT hate my body..at all....I like (love) my color skin and my big ass.
My goal here is to look good and feel good when I look at myself "nakiddd" naked in the mirror... get my point??