Discourage..and Fu##^$ pissed!!

[esteveze]

People...I have to say it..
I am so discourage right now..not to mention angry, frustrated and more.
After my workout this morning I get home and decided to take few pictures of myself.
WTF!!! I started bitching right away...I am a func#^&$ fat bit#%#. Sorry for the language I am very upset at this point.
MAny things went trough my mind.
1) I am going to give up...this is not working..
few minute later..
2) I am going to do more cardio and lets see..
few minutes later..on mu way to work
3) FU$&@#@.. I am not going to give up..I will have to see what I am going to do..but I better get my ass in fu^$^ good shape.

I have not seen improvement in about 3 weeks at all....
I bought a nice skirt 1.5 week ago..it was fetting nice and loose..I put it on this morning it was friking Thight on me...pulling from my hips..what the hell......
Husband try to make me feel good by saying "ohhh next week is that time of the moth..maybe you just bloated"...

Does anyone here lives in NYC????? that could give me a hand and show me a kick ass workout???? anyone???

Sorry guys/girls...I am just plain frustrated:
I have not lost an inch----in weeks...... I do not pay atttention to the scale..I go on how the clothes are fitting...NOT an inch...
I don't know anymore...

 

[esteveze]

Thanks!!!
I was just thinking about exchanging the skirt for a bigger size.
The one I bough is size2, if by wednesday next week does not fit right..will exchange for a size 4...
I am still feeling down.....was thinking going to gym in few min..to get my BF tested...
Ohhhhhh damm.....
how depresing..all this hard work...and still see no muscles.....
Maybe I get the courage and post the pics tonite...just maybe..

 

[takniteasy]

I feel for ya!

I started a cutting cycle several weeks ago and since then I have put on so much water weight that none and I mean none of my work clothes fit decent However, knowing what is causing this and knowing that this is gonna pass is what keeps me going

Hang in there and keep your chin up, it will get better

 

[esteveze]

uffff..
I will say something...I buy the MF hers and Oxygen mags...and I will die and kill for a body like those girls....they are my inspiration..
I was hoping to have a good defenition (at least some) in my arms and legs by summer, but so far none...NONE..
Maybe is my training routine??? I just don't know any more.
Siriously..any of you ladies live in the city??? NYC i mean???

 

[muskles]

esteveze,

i sure don't look like the girls in those mags YET, either.. but i know that when i diet consistently and don't cheat at all i still hold on to the fat for awhile... feels like i'm up against a wall and then all of a sudden it'll start to drop gradually.. not exactly sure what triggers it but consistency does pay off so don't give up now.. cuz results are most likely JUST around the corner


...my gripe for the day is that when i let up for even a FEW DAYS it is so hard to get back.. seems like it can take weeks to recover from just a few days of bad eating okay, no more whining 4 me today

 

[kat1]

2nd that one....

Hell, I am just happy when my size 6's are nice and loose.... Size 2??? My right thigh alone is a size 2

 

[muskles]

Size 2 ?!?!? I would like to retract my former post and replace it with an emphatic, "Shut the hell up!"

eh.. don't listen esteveze.. i'm a sz 2/4, too, but it doesn't matter what size you wear ( i don't have spatts glorious height )... i want my abs and my a$$ to be as hard as my biceps and then i'll REALLY feel accomplished

 

[esteveze]

Size 2 ?!?!? I would like to retract my former post and replace it with an emphatic, "Shut the hell up!"

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For real ladies!!!... I have a weir shape...or something weird...
Also..is a size 2 only on "ANN TAylor" clothes..on any other will be a size bigger......
Seriously...
Ok...I will post pictures tonite when I get home..so you will be able to see by yourselves....
OH goodness..just promise not to crack-up and laugh..
anly I can laugh and then cry about them...

 

[muskles]

well, i'd be happy with a 12% bodyfat, i think, too.. never seen what i look like there yet... it's fun to fit in a sz 2 (completely passed it over so never wore a sz 2 before) , but somehow i pictured there'd be a lot less jiggle at that size

 

[esteveze]

eh.. don't listen esteveze.. i'm a sz 2/4, too, but it doesn't matter what size you wear ( i don't have spatts glorious height )... i want my abs and my a$$ to be as hard as my biceps and then i'll REALLY feel accomplished

Ohhhh that too..I am just a little "midget"......only 5" 3'... at 130lbs.....
That is it...AT leat you girls are making me laugh about it...feel better already..