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Raina?? anyone see her around.??

KBgrl

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where are you sweetheart? I havent been on the boards much and just wanted to see how you were. Im sure others would like to know as well.. :)

How's the training? diet... ?? that man still getting ya down?? Ill kick his a$$ if he is ya know... ;)
 
Yes. I'm around. Thanks for asking deary.

I pretty much took 3 weeks off of working out because I wasn't eating and dropped so much weight. I've been to my dr once a week for about a month now. Today I'm starting drug #4 in the past 5 weeks. They keep trying to "help" me by giving me pills that are making me really really sick. We're working on it though. I finally have a dr that I trust. I feel blessed for that.

My ex is being kind of psycho. I have my keys back etc so he can't show up...but he calls at least once a day to profess his love and generally freak me out. He's also sending me cards and flowers. I have no idea what to do but the more I get angry and explain that it's 200% over, the more determined he seems to get. :rolleyes:

I've been working out on my normal schedule for the past week. I'm trying to get back into my normal diet too. It's been an adventure since a combo of stress and being reactive to medication leave me unable to eat much. I'm really working on it though. This is the first time I've gone through major changes in my life and have been really been proactive in getting help.

I have 25 pounds to put back on to get where I was 6 weeks ago. That's kind of intimidating. My focus right now is maintaining what I have and being careful not to drop more. I started new meds today. I'm hoping they work for me. I'm sore as hell from a leg workout last night. Pretty much I've been babying myself and getting used to living alone again. I'm thankful that I have a wonderful family, generous friends, and a great dr to help me right now.

So that's what's been going on with me dear. Nobody's getting me down. I'm starting over and it's wonderful. I just want to be healthy and happy....and I'm well on my way. ;)

~Katie
 
Good to hear you're all right! You had some of us worried!!

Hey, I have the answer to your EX problem...........tell him you're a lesbian and that you have proclaimed your love to another woman................or tell him that your a gay man trapped in a womans body :lmao: j/k (wanted to make you laugh!)

DO you have to answer his phone calls? Do you have to keep talking to him? Just a suggestion..........ignore him completely.
 
I answer some of his calls. If I don't answer, he keeps calling. Like this week-- he knows I leave for work just after 6 and get here by 6:30. He calls 3-8 times leaving vmail til I pick up. And he keeps crying too. It's really awful. It's not like I hate him or wish him harm, but I don't want to be with him. He treated me horribly for a loooong time. We were together for 2 years. His longest relationship prior was 6 weeks. It's his first breakup so I'm cutting him some slack...but it's still fucked up. On the phone I'm really cold and as soon as he gets upset or starts pleading, I tell him it's not up for discussion and I say goodbye.

I miss his friendship but I refuse to call him. I will not mess with his head. I've been VERY firm that I'm not going to change my mind. I'm moving on. I hope he will too.

Oh, and he knows I like girls. Hehe. He knows I left because he was lying to me and being awful. I don't trust him. I don't need to make up reasons, it was his fault and he admits that.
 
sooooo nice to hear from you sweetie. hang in there grl!!! try to stay focused on YOU and gettting healthy again. tell the docs to lay off with the constant drugging. shit.

Ill hit ya PM in a bit.

xoxo
 
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