Hi geolift
I echo what RickRock advises.
Your blood diagnostic test results (original) are indicative of a Total T count and not Free T. At the point of diagnosis your doctor should have done further tests tests to establish Free T/Bioavailable T; Leutinising Hormone (LH) and Follicle Stimulating Hormone (FSH). These additional tests would identify which form of hypogonadism you have, i.e. Primary Hypogonadism (Testiclular Failure) or Secondary Hypogonadism (Pituitary Malfunction).
I've been on HRT for many years now, following testicular cancer, and I experienced a similar set of symptoms to your own: a general malaise; low libido, and a general feeling that the testosterone was only working to a point. I just suffered it for years until I learned about aromatisation, and the effects of conversion of testosterone to oestrogen. A few men who are very recently diagnosed with testosterone deficiency (in the UK) are regularly tested for E2 conversion. These lucky few receive Arimidex which counters the conversion of testosterone. Unfortunately, my GP won't entertain the possibility of E2 and so had to go it alone. I found out through this forum that Forma Stanzol is an effective AI. I'm not a sales representative for the company, and only have the best interests of guys in the same situation as my own, at heart. anyway, I've been using the Forma Stanzol now for two weeks about and the there has been a sea change in the way I feel. My nipples have shrunk, my libido is increased, my mood is amazing, and the best I've felt mentally for a long time. I've not had my E2 measured, but I'm confident it's much lower than it had been.
If you do think or find that it's E2 responsible for your symptoms, I truly recommend you give the Forma a try. It's the single best supplement product I've ever bought, without a shred of a doubt. If you try it and you don't like it then...Well, I'll give you twice your money back. I'm that confident that if it is E2 making you feel this way, Forma will help.
All the best.
Craig