Girls Beware!!!!!!

[Bikini Mod]

After much soul searching I have decided that it is in the BEST interest of everyone if I simply come CLEAN about the reality of my life and my DIVORCE (if I ever FUCKING get one)!!!!! The simple fact of the matter is that I met my hopefully soon to be EX in a sweaty, seedy, shithole gym and spent the next 12 that's right TWELVE fucking years of my life trying to conform my body to his desires. Over the course of our marriage he had me on every AAS that he thought would produce the body that HE wanted to FUCK! I have suffered eating disorders and undergone more than one cosmetic surgery at HIS request. My voice has been permanently destroyed, my clit is enlarged and I have to SHAVE MY ASS because HE INSISTED that D-BOL would give me RESULTS and that it would work even better if we added some PRO-fucking-VIRON to the mix. The pics that I have posted are sadly NOT what I currently look like.....rather I have become the SHE-MALE that everyone fears becoming. But I have also become psychologically addicted to all the drugs that he has had me on and my current regimine of Dbol/winny/proviron and a little test for good measure just isn't cutting it. The point I am trying to make girls is please, please, PLEASE don't FUCKING every let a man dictate what you do with YOUR body. I am paying the price and don't want ANYONE else to ever go thru what I have. I DO NOT condone the use of AAS but when you are wearing a wig and your CLIT has reached the 4" mark does it REALLY FUCKING MATTER ANYMORE.

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have a nice day

 

[supertech69]

That's terrible Bikinimom, It saddens me to hear that there are guys who would actually do that. If you don't love somebody for who they are you should not be with them. I have a friend who I believe would probably try something like that, he dated a girl once & was like, yeah she's a little over weight but, maybe she can change that, for him of course. I've been on here asking several questions of you ladies about training & a cycle for my girlfriend & you've been gracious enough to help me but, I assure you they are all questions from her. I tell her on a daily basis when she is complaining about her body that she looks great & that I don't think she needs to change a thing. We are all no doubt attracted to a nice body but, it's what's inside that should be the deciding factor of who you are going to spend your life with. From reading your posts, you sound like a great woman as well as an excellent mother. Hope everything goes well for you, from the sound of it he doesn't deserve you. Good luck.....Supertech

 

[NY Muscle]

1st off is this really you Bikinimom?

If so I have to say this is without a shadow of a doubt the BEST POST I have EVER seen you make. Id giving you a standing ovation if I could but my co-workers would look at me funny.

Finally somebody who can fucking admit to what has happened to themselves via drugs and their stupid muscle fetish ½ a fag significant others influence. While the rest of you take out your anger (usually on me lol) and wont admit that yeah you fucked yourselves in some aspects by taking drugs..YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE LADIES, but none of you have the GUTS or HEART to do what Bikinimom just did.

How big is your ex anyway? Like a friggen buck 95? And he wants YOU bigger LMFAO go figure.

I applaud you for the courage and HONESTY you finally have shown.

Brav-fucking-O!!


ps.. i finally see why you used to get SO MAD at me for making comments about how manly looking and all the other side effects these ladies are getting...it all makes sense now..well to be honest it ALWAYS made sense ...people dont take such a strong offense to something someone said for NO REASON..many ladies share your experience (not neccesarrily the influence of their HUBBY but just from the drug use) and a lot of them posted in that thread entitled "what or who to look like"

I like you even more now BMOM - lol go figure

 

[meat19]

how much proviron were you on? and for how long?

 

[new@gettinbig]

Girl u know i love u!!!! And u do not look like a she-male...i just saw you a few months ago....not even close darling!!!! Good advice though to those that are considering using and listening to the male love of their life....U r awesome sweetie...and u have become a strong and independent woman...u have learned from your mistakes and u have become a better...smarter woman...sometimes we make the wrong decisions and rely on others for help....but its sometimes the wrong decisions that make us better people....sometimes we live w/ regrets...but u cant change the past...all u can do is focus on now and do what is u gotta do....u r beautiful inside and out....a sexy lil mofo

 

[NY Muscle]

yeah BMOM u dont look manly but facial changes is only ONE of the MANY bad side effects so im sure you arent all that happy with the ones the avg joe cant see.

Look bottom line - ur Ex is a prick but, and i dont want u to take this the wrong way, he isnt to blame, he didt put a knife or gun to ur head, maybe you were just trusting of him and didnt know better in terms of the consequences of drug use, i dont know, but you allowed yourself to do what you did...think abuot it.....If he loved you as much as you loved him, and say you asked him to get a penis reduction cause it would make u love him more or take some estrogen pills to make his face more feminine and “gq looking” (cough GAY) I GUARANTEE he would laugh in ur face…I think u let him take advantage of u, yes u should hate him for being a ½ a fag muscle fetish freak, but you were willing, at least this is what it seems?

I could be wrong, as I don’t know specific details, I mean I don’t know and I doubt but who knows, maybe he “hinted” to leaving you if you didn’t do these things…but still its not ALL his fault. But hes still a prick regardless.

 

[velvett]

hmmm.

I always thought you sounded pretty damn sexy on the phone.

 

[NY Muscle]

hmmm.

I always thought you sounded pretty damn sexy on the phone.

Thank you.

 

[BrickGirl]

Her account had to be hacked, this is not bikinimom.

 

[VeggieLifterChick]

I'm also thinking that this isn't BMOM. Maybe the person who messed up spatt's account messed hers up too.