sgtslaughter said:
HHD Sarge! lol the 8 =
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I feel ya ...
This has been the most bizarre week of my life (ok one of them) .. every day it's something new .. people you trust, or USE to trust twisting the knife or pushing it In deeper .. I want nothing but the success & happiness for people, esp. those I can call a friend, even those I cannot... Always have, even at sake of my own well being.. that is JUST the type of person I have always been & will always be.
Going to sit & chill on this EMOTIONAL Roller Coaster ... take a step back & observe for a little while ..
Sarge, thank you for the well wishes
I drank some Chamomille tea last night, took 2 valium & ened up watching Wild Things 3 until gawd knows when cuz I couldn't sleep ... & woke up late.. (in my bed, not on the couch). I just let my body sleep until it thought it was time to get up, luckly no one at work said a thing.
Neck is stiff stiff & beyond achy, glands sore to the touch, but throat does not hurt ... I do not understand what is happnening.
Going to Drink some Theraful & hope I snap out of this haze ... I even cried for about 20 minutes this morning & can feel the tears well up right well I typed that ... so I think that about says it all ... *Bunny* has fell into the hole ... I'm going to stay here until I can figure something out. I am trying to clear out all my PMs so you if you need me, try my email, and if you don't get a reply right away from my PM I am not avoiding you, just busy with a few other 100 things...
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