Let it be said I want ZERO pity here... I need to document this:
* Insomnia here I come ... these bouts have not occured like this since college...
* I had to break out 'the help' upon which the dose has increased ...
... I am NOT happy with ...
* Off to couch ...as i can no longer fall asleep in my bed .. I wake up & shift to the cloudlike heaven which awaits me ... then I cannot wake up (help or no help, just like heaven) ... I cannot just cannot mentally lie there &
count sheep ...
* This will get easier
* I will take my dear friends advice tonight about looking into some alternative medicine relating to tea

worried: )
* I will get up to do to some for of AM training - Cardio If anything
* I must work my ass off all day b/c of the Friday spent in an "unbunnylike manner"
* I need to write so much more new business & make up hours to allow me to take some well needed time off
* I will make it to the gym to lift some type of weights either AM or PM
* I will refuse to let others bring me down, question my integrity & take advantage when I do nothing but offer my love, support & help
* I must look back into going back to school taking some classes ( prior med. school/related dreams have resurfaced ... just futhering education for now, very tentative ... )
* The refeeds are done ... commence life...
* Adjust Focus
* Thank you, my dear friends ...
REPEAT DAILY *BUNNY*