Just get the vision of being a people out of your head and worry about being the best version of yourself you can. The pro life isnt shit anyways. Its very costly in every aspect of your life, health, family, social life, physically, mentally, financially.....and theres literally no money in it.
X2....ever see the Flex Lewis interview where he says:
"every day is like the movie Groundhog Day...it's just the same thing over and over and over every day"