hi I'm new to this forum have been around other forums though... i read all 6 pages of this post and a few things id like to say:
i think you need to relax a bit. it sounds as if your freaking out a little much because you've been doing cardio/dieting and your not dropping weight on the scale. last cycle i did i weighed myself everyday and it drove me crazy. i haven't weighted myself more then once a week this time and I'm quite a bit more sane i have to say. i stopped working out for about 9 months after being on test/tren and stopping mid cycle b/c of depression, mood swings, not having energy, lack of wanting to do anything at all really. i attribute most if not all of that to the tren. will not be touching that sht again, probably ever. i know you said you dropped the tren, i really think that'll help out your mood and lethargy a lot once it clears your system completely.
anyway, back to the weighing yourself thing which is the biggest thing i want to comment on. i started a cycle and am on currently test tren and t3/eca (minus the tren now). obv trying to get down in BF and shred up a bit. quit the tren, feel 1000x better without it, good fkn riddance. but my point is, i started this cycle at 220 pounds, don't know exact BF, but prob around 15/16%. its been 5 1/2 weeks now. the scale says i weigh 214 pounds. 6 pounds less then i started. fk the scale. i have got comment after comment from ppl that see me and see me back in shape and not a fata** anymore. i look and am pretty damn sure that I've lost about 20ish pounds. I've been getting stares, got hit on by 2 girls the other night (heard them talking about me and "my arms" before they came up to me) so, not trying to sound cocky, but dude. you haven't given yourself enough time to see weight drop. if your dieting and doing cardio, the results will come. no fckg way they won't, if you stick to your sht.
you don't have to be abs perfect with diet. it is the MOST important thing about any of this, i know that, but your stressing yourself out and i read your posts and you sound like me. and i crashed and burned. from waaay too much stress and whatnot. just eat healthy. if you fk up, it sucks, but get back on it the next day. don't worry about the scale, i guarantee you in a month or 2 you WILL notice a huge difference esp since you've been at a low BF before. its so much easier to get back there IMO once you've been there.
i know this is probably pretty long of a post to read for just a little advice, but i just took my EC soo i tend to get a little wired. but hope I can help a little. ive been right where u are now bro and gotten myself out. well.. almost anyway. still working to get to 6%, but somehow, haven't cheated ONCE yet, and goddam* does it make a difference. confidence and weight wise. so ill be there soon...