no problem and thanks to all for the comments. "natural" didn't mean to imply anything, i could have also written "no gear yet". I've worked out for 10 years, but my business is my first priority. So i get too little rest for proper growth. Money for gear would probably be wasted. I hope that i can keep the bf%.
Several people in the gym have a tan all year round and i've been told a lot to do the same. But nobody at work is, and don't see any benefits in it. If i was living in Spain or Florida, but here it just does not fit. I did start working out just to get permanently rid of huge amounts of fat i had during my youth, not to look attractive. I was not able to walk the stairs for one floor without losing my breath or lift a computer monitor alone without hurting me something. This was bad.