wHO IS OBSESSION, i WAS JUST GIVING AN UPDATE....I was eating, trust me....but when something terminal is wrong, is doesnt fucking matter.......thank you for all the pms from the people who know people in the med field, because moist others dont nderstaand....in laymens terms....if someone has AIDS and you tell them to stop having sex now and they will get better, is that gonna help??? Cmon....I just thought d share what was going on, but I'll stop and you can lock the thread...as much as some of you belittle me...I have no hard feelings towards anyone...Im gettinmg better, up 15 lbs since leaving the hospital, eating well, switchjed to am training, was put on a mild dose on paxil and xananax and seeking therapy once a week....I'll be ok...pm me if you want to chat, other than that, I'll let you guys be. I'm sorry for the disruption.
One a side note, no aas, opiate use, drug use, is done by me unless rx'd by my doc...now, its eating, resting, eating, training and I PROIMISSEEE YOU....I will be on stage in 18 months...PROMISE....for my grandfather....will I win? Prob. not, but i will do my best.........this can be done w/o getting fat....