lol Ya I figured. Hope you enjoy it.
Finally caught up..
Enjoy the holiday if you are celebrating
I don't know about not doing a show, maybe it will help you get back to some level of commitment to 'something' ... not that you aren't, but maybe the focus will help?? I figure doing a show is not about strength or how much you can lift. Im thinking your legs will be just fine when you lean out, and heck if they are kinda on the thin side, isn't that the 'look' this time around? Who knows. I doubt thre will be any noticable difference ... You have time (if you haven't already) to build a solid upper body Im sure would be flattering to your lower to give you another fantasitc figure on show day.
$.02 give it to the bum on the corner if ya want