We're on notice with the hairy ass comment all right but if it is about the girls, I'd reconsider what it could do to them. I know you well enough that you are going to argue the right and honesty points but you are emotionally involved and that could compromise the decision. Bisexuality and homosexuality might be batural but the homo side is not for the continuation of the race which is unnatural. I'm not judging or getting shitty, I just think its a decision you are making for your daughters that would be best left unmade. 12 yrs of oppression could change a way of thinking. If I were you, I;d keep playing till the personal stuff subsides and then see how you feel. Even you are questioning if its the dbol. Just sit tight for the sake of everybody.