anxeity is killing me!!!!!

[tordön]

tell your doc you want SERZONE.
NO sex side effects with it, compared to rest.


And the gear did not cause it! It may have activitated it or made it worse, but if you suffer from anxiety, it is more of a chemical imbalance, than GEAR!

True, if you are prone to it you MUST study your own habits over time to see what is triggering it. Constant stress is always an ingredient to anxiety so if that is present in your life you must resolve to get rid of it first. There is often a psychological issue too. IN my experience drugs like xanax and paxil only cover it up for a short time before it came back worse than it was before the meds. If it is juice that makes it worse then you just aren't cut out for the BB lifestyle. Do a search on anxiety, a lot of bros here have posted on it before.

 

[loadedguns]

i feel the same bro

its hard to manage my life because of anxiety. it sucks.
i agree with snortting zanax if you can get some..
that seems to work in under 5min. to calm you down.
but you seem to have a bad case of anxiety so be careful with benzos or anzolprolam (zanax) because it can be very addictive
last summer the doctor put me on this shit called depakote and in one week they thretaned to lock my ass up because it fucked me up so bad (insane)!
the bad thing is that the meds that really help and are fast acting for anxiety are addicting. the best thing that happend to me was the ZOLOFT.
100mg a day.
just wanted to let ya know i know what your goin thru.
also, you can go to the emergancy room and thay should hook you up with zanax, they will bill you.
take care bro,
loaded

 

[Lostdog]

Noddy, Im sure everybody is truely trying to help but the use of xanax and valium is only going to prolong your feelings of anxiety.It is a short term solution for a long term problem.Not to mention trying to shake the addiction of taking a pill to avoid your next attack.. I personally suffered from severe anxiety for over a year.My shrink perscribed a combination of Neurotin and Zyprexa..At the time I still got the attacks not to mention the surrealism all around..Feeling like I was living in a dream..Also my short term memory was also shot forgeting everything ,Where was the last place I left my fucking keys..Anxiety can be caused by the use of AS and other recreational drugs XTC cocaine,crystal meth, etc.. Unfortunately the monster has to run its course. The sooner your body and mind get clean the sooner it will equal out. In the mean time seek professional help from somebody that has experience dealing with anxiety disorders... Remember to breath breath deeply large amounts of oxygen will relax you..And remind yourself this is only a panic attack and yes you will make it through it..

 

[loadedguns]

nice post

good advice lostdog

 

[Fantom604]

I know exactly what you mean..... I have slight anxiety problems normally, and gear definitely kicks it up a notch... Every once in a while, my throat tightens up, and I just get really sad... I swear that sometimes every time someone says something to me, I just want to cry....

 

[sirperry1]

D-Bol gave me crazy anxiety -- Liquid Kava Kave helped me out alot!!

 

[noddy]

thanks guys for being there for me
two days a ago i thought this is it i am never gonna get over this then i went on lustral for todays but i was kind of stright again because its only an ssri now i have gone back on dothiepin

you see i had an anxeity problem over a year ago when i was on a course of suston second time around and was havinggreat results thing was that my tooth root got so big it neally blew my gum out i did not sleep for 48 hours when i finally got to the emergency dentist he said i could have died from it he could not belive the size of it the pain was worse than a dislocated shoulder boy it was pain but they gave me pain killers just iburfurans and thats what started the anxeity then on my brain just to over i think i had a reaction to the painkillers and the shit the dentist gave me with the suston!!!!!

anyway 3months later i was slowly getting better clean then my girl freind got murdererd the anxeity stopped then after the funeral i saw a medium then the serealism and most awful anxeity ever hit me i was suicidal just wanted to wake up

why i am saying all this is because i think my mind just ran wild you know and now i am here! tottally fucked up!
really messed up i am seeing a counceller and he told me to see a phycatrist like YOU BROS SAID because i need to be reasured that i am not tottally crasy

now its been neally a year since my girlfreind was murdered i have a new girl freind and its great its just my head its so gone sometimes like now i am here but i am not its all mist its so starge i do things on instict if you know what i mean

anyway thanks for being so much help

MARKY CLEAR YOUR PMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NODDY

 

[Gman]

Noddy so sorry to hear of your bout with anxiety. I had severe anxiety last year due to a breakup with a longterm girlfriend, health problems, and withdraw from GHB. I was anxious about everything.. I wouldn't even take a supplement without first thinking it might kill me.. crazy, wacked. I went to the doc for the health problems and told him of my dilema, he put me of a small dosage of Zoloft for 4 months, gave me some Xanax to use at my disposal. I did come off the Zoloft in November, and since that time have been feeling much better. I recently started taking Inositol after reading some posts here on the board about it, it seems to be working very well. I feel relaxed, and hopefully I will be able to continue to steer clear of anti-depression and anti-anxiety drugs.

Your situation if obiously quite different from mine, maybe you should get yourself to see a shrink, then can medicate you with the proper drugs that work for your brain chemistry. In the meantime, hang in there, if you start freaking out close your eyes, breath real shallow and try to imagine yourself in a better time and place..

The mind is the the root of your problem, if you learn to manage, it will certainly help your problem.

Good luck

Gman

 

[marky]

bro you go to empty your pms too.lol

Clear your pms at the top delete option. it will check all your pms and then delete. Got lots to tell you....

 

[BigAndy]

Most of us as im sure you are aware know that using anabolic steroids (alcohol;dugs and high levels of stress also cause disruption of the HPA axis through similar mechanisms, but i will use anabolic steroids in this article for example) worsens your psychology problems by disrupting your HPA axis . Most people believe that the reduction in testosterone is to blame , but this is only a very small part of the problem. Rather the major cause is due to the disregulation of the stress response within the HPA axis. Most of us know that anabolic steroids prevents cortisol from binding to its receptor sites. Although this is great for muscle building it is terrible for our stress respone system as cortisol is an integral part of this system and is ultimately used to de-activate our stress response.

You see it works like this ,once we are placed under stress the hypothalamus in our brain sectretes CRH Corticotropin Releasing Hormone(or Factor) this in turn stimulates the pituitary to release ACTH Adrenocorticotropic Releasing Hormone which in turn stimulates the realease of Cortisol from the adrenal glands. The blood cortisol level then rises , until it reaches a certain level at which point it deactivates the secretion of CRF thus completing the Negative feedback loop . Whilst taking anabolic steroids cortisol is prevented from completing the cycle ,as such the CRH remains activated. This would explain the "on cycle" anxiety as CRH is pro-inflammatory (anxiety can be described as a pro-infammatory reaction), whereas cortisol (which is being prevented from doing its job) is anti-inflammatory .This is the reason why they they give people with asthma a corticosteroid inhaler , (asthma like anxiety is a pro-inflammatory reaction which can actually be brought on by anxiety which would explain the connection) to complete the loop, which to me is like pouring fuel on the fire due to the subsequent immunosuppression but thats another story altogether.

Post cycle the cortisol is allowed to bind to its receptor sites, but the build up of CRH and ACTH results in the dreaded cortisol backlash .It can damage the hypothalamus (ironically the system that controls it) causing atrophy and dampening its response to cortisol ie The disregulation of the HPA axis as the dampend response of the hypothalamus results in constantly activated CRH and subsequent high levels cortisol . The CRH is responsible for the anxiety and the cortisol is responsible for depression (as it interupts the synthesis of serotonin) . This would explain why you are either anxious or depressed ie. either the cortisol is inhibiting the hypothalamus or it is pumping out too much anxiety causing CRH. ie your HPA axis is either over-activated or underactivated, and why everything seems to slow down when you are depressed or speed up when you are anxious.