I look at that damn back everyday and just *sigh* Sassypants.
I have a golden opportunity to do this small show next year... Not expecting anything from it.. just to accomplish a goal that I set for myself and then carry along.
and i agree.. I just got so caught up in that Comp 'high' and I loved the feeling of the hardness and the tighness that pre comp brought me to... BUT I have to think realistically here..
Dat shit just can't happen year round for me. single mom, full time job... everything else combined with maintaining my mental state is just out of my league.. LOL.
So now that I've made up my mind and have a plan, i wake NOT feeling for those damn abs I had formed a relationship with.. LOL and tucked that lil ol scale away til next year
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And by golly....... I MUST SAY..... It feels DAMN GOOD throwing some heavy weights around again