This is exactly what I was thinking, it's just really shitty because she's not willing to see what I'm willing to do for her for things to work. Because she's too caught up in my past mistake. It's hard to grasp that your willing to put yourself out on a limb and the other is too afraid to even take a small step forward. I know I hurt her, I understand her pain, but she seems to frightened to let me near her again.